Pastor Minnie Ewing

Today!

2012-01-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

Today is the day that you can begin again! Every day is filled with his new mercies. Let's learn to cherish our yesterdays, be fruitful in our today's, and trust God for our tomorrows!

1-18-12 10A.M.
ME

Calling For Help!

2012-01-10T12:35:00.000-08:00

Farewell my love

Today, my daughter and her husband came and removed all my husband's clothing and personal effects. It has been 5 months since he died. I couldn't bring myself to take the things away. I moved them from closet to closet, but I couldn't move them out. I called for help. I was so emotional and the tears streamed from my eyes as I watched my son take his things from the house. As strange as this is, I couldn't bear to think of anyone going through his clothing. Touching things that I loved to see him wear. My instructions to my daughter was just make sure I won't see them again. I pray that someone in need will get them and God will give them a mind to go to church and serve him. I'm glad I could be realistic and admit I needed help in getting this accomplished. It was hard for me to let them go. I think because I faced that I had to also let him go. Sure the memories will be with me forever. but in order to move forward, you must accept life as it is and keep pressing. I know it's hard to do!
But I encourage you to never be ashamed when you need the help of someone else. If the burden is too great for you, then call for someone you trust to help you bear the load. Our Father knew those days would come and he made provisions in his word for them. (Galatians 6:1-2) Confess your faults one to another that ye may be healed. A free conscience is a blessing! This is the year to be real in everything for there are great things in store for you. God has wonderful plans for your life. Don't you dare miss them!

Blessings,
Me

A New Year!

2012-01-09T18:32:00.000-08:00

I am confident of this one thing; God has great blessings in store for his people this year. To me that is especially refreshing! I must confess that I'm still reeling from my husband's death. I am lonely and I have moments that I feel so alone. I know I'm not alone, but that's how I feel. I'm so thankful that He (God) knows that I'm only human!

I must stay busy for the Lord and that will help me get through the healing process. Just when I think I'm over the worst part, here it comes again! I'm praying that God will open doors for me to preach his word. I also want to win hundreds of souls for his kingdom. I'm thankful for the church family he has given me to pastor. We are determined to stand firm and do the will of God. The future is looking very bright for those who are called to do the Lord's work. He has empowered us to go forward with a new anointing and a refreshed spirit. It's amazing that even in the tough times, we stay encouraged. That's only possible because of the Holy Spirit that dwells on the inside of every believer. Yes, this truly will be a banner year for the people of God. As the word said," The people who do know their God shall be strong and do exploits."

Blessings,
Me

The End of an Era!

2011-11-30T07:04:00.000-08:00

The time has changed!

Era by definition is a period of time characterized by particular circumstances, events, or personages. I am ending an era in ministry. The things I have used before has in some ways become obsolete. Not the things concerning the Word of God, but the methods I have used. My ministry is changing because I am changing. God is continually redefining who I am. I see his plan unfolding in my life daily. How I think and how I respond to different situations has taken on a new sense of maturity. God maturity to be exact! I recently woke up one morning and thought; so what if people talk about me. What if people leave the ministry. What if people don't understand the moves I make. How could they? God called me to lead and He directs my steps. I'm the one who will answer to God concerning everything I do. That signaled to me that I shouldn't concern myself with the talk in the street! I pattern myself after my example who is Jesus. If you don't believe for any other reason, you will have to believe me for the work's sake. My personal statement "We won't let anyone fall through the cracks", almost sent me through them. I'm so guilty of trying to make sure that I do my job as a shepherd, that I always overdo it! I GET IT! Everyone doesn't want to be rescued! No matter how many times you warn them when they are making a mistake, they still go on. My key thing now will be to listen to what they say to me. If they say, I'm leaving, that should signal that I just say okay and pray,pray, pray! If they say, this is what I've decided to do, that should signal that I say okay and pray, pray, pray! Get the picture? The statement has already told me what they have decided. They are just seeing if I am in agreement. You cannot convince a man to go against his will. I've learned that through tears and heartaches. So now, I will operate God's church using those who are willing and not concern myself with those who aren't. I understand this is Satan's ploy to keep you in the same place. That era is over and the new one has begun. Look out world, here comes DayStar Deliverance Ministries!
Blessings,
Me

Why Don't You Just Die?

2011-11-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

"I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life" (John 12:24-26).

The person who stays alive will never experience the true joys of living for God. It won't matter how many "works" are being performed, because the motives will be wrong. God wants us to die out to self first of all. We must crucify the flesh daily. Paul wrote "I die daily"! (1st Corinthians 15:31) What he meant is that he had to fight fleshly battles over and over and put them to death. Each day of our lives should end in victory over the fleshly desires that we have. We must always put Christ and his agenda first. We cast down the voices and the imaginations that come to discourage us and tell us it's no use. We pray and read the word to keep ourselves encouraged. We encourage others and then we ourselves become uplifted! There can be no real victory without this death to self. I cannot express in words, the glorious peace that comes with total surrender to God. Even in things we may never understand in this life, our minds and our hearts are at peace. Your life will change to magnitudes you have never known so I'll ask you again; "WHY DON'T YOU JUST DIE"!

Blessings,

What is this Emotion? (The tears just came)

2011-10-21T17:01:00.000-07:00

CJ just came to my room to bring the dress she bought for me to wear. She will be back at 7:30 to help me get ready. Dan also called to wish me a Happy Anniversary. And then the tears came. I don't exactly know why but they are here. Maybe because I'm about to walk in the ballroom without Nathaniel. Another reminder that he is gone forever! So just flow if you must tears because God is seeing me through this. Lock under my cheeks and I won't even try to stop you. Why? Because you came to give me release. A release that I'm beginning to feel even as I write this. How wonderful you are tears. You just empowered me to make the walk and hold my head up high. My God will be my escort tonight. He will get me through this. I must begin to prepare to go down. It's going to be a great night. I will celebrate my victory. Another round and I won! Only a few more to go and I will have made it through! Thank you Jesus!

Blessings,
ME

Getting Through The Times!

2011-10-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

When a loved one dies, the survivor must go through the process of re-living every event they spent together. Last night I checked into the Westin Hotel and I remembered two events. One was my wedding night which occurred after my anniversary. The other was the years that followed that we checked into hotels together. I remembered how afraid I was to marry my love, Nathaniel. But somehow by the grace of God, I came down the elevator and to the arms of my groom who looked a little nervous. You see earlier that day I had told him I couldn't possible marry him. I told him to tell his family I was insane or anything he wanted to tell them, but the wedding was off! I'm grateful to God that he changed my mind. The years I had with my sweetheart were filled with adventure. So when I checked in the hotel I had to deal with him not being with me. Taking charge of every detail and making me feel so loved and protected. So last night I had tears in my eyes as I lay down on my pillow. I was alone! But guess what? When I woke up this morning the feeling of sadness was still there, but around 9:30am, the love of God permeated my soul and my spirit! Oh my God! I began to rejoice and speak in tongues as his spirit lifted me higher and higher above my current situation. I loved the closeness he allowed me to feel. His presence, His joy, and His peace flooded my soul! Tears were replaced with smiles and I thanked him for the time I had with Nathaniel. I also pledged to him that I would swiftly move forward to my destiny. No matter how much those around you love you, there are some things that you will have to go through alone. But always know that you are never alone for he promised to never leave us or forsake us. How true that word was to me last night and today. So when I walk down the aisle tonight, I will have the smile God gave me. The one that lets you keep smiling through all of life's difficulties. The one that knows there are those who are praying for your well-being. The one that knows, God is with you. It is in these times, that I stand in awe of the power of God and the blessing of knowing that He loves me! He is real to those who allow him to be and please, don't ever forget that. Your outcome is totally up to you! Choose well!

Blessings,
ME

My Hearts Cry!

2011-10-21T09:21:00.000-07:00

I love you Lord! Thank you for my salvation and the peace that goes with it! Thanks for your love and kindness and the tender mercies that you bestow on me day by day! Thank you for such a place in you that my soul can rest even in turmoil, for I know you are my God. Hear my hearts cry for this day and save souls my Father! Draw them to your precious Son Jesus lest they be swallowed up and consumed with the perils of the earth. You are glorious and mighty in power. Rescue this day those who are nearing the portals of hell. Rescue my Father, Rescue!!!! They need you though they don’t understand that they need you. Dear God, as tears flow from my eyes, hear my plea; turn those that don’t even regard you; to you and to your Son. Place a hunger in them that they may begin to seek for fulfillment even as I sought you my God and was found of you. I love you so much don’t let me fail you. Let my days be lived out in pleasing you and making disciples for your kingdom. Let my words, my smile, and my look, speak to everyone I meet. Let them thirst for what I have, the power of the Holy Ghost and the sweet communion of the blessed trinity. Let it be today my Father, Let it be!

Your chocolate child,

Regenerated!

2011-10-13T08:32:00.000-07:00

I love cute socks! I'm walking out!

Wow!!! What a time I had in God last night! I love him so much! He energized my spirit and my body. The word permeated my very soul. If we allow him, God will bring us through every trial and we will come out as pure gold. I'm shining today! How about you? Are there things that are troubling your spirit today? Give it to God. Believe that it's already worked out; because it is!!! This is no time to walk around in sadness. The move of God is happening right now. His people are going to rise to the top. The people that do know their God shall be strong and do exploits. I'm about to go out and let my life impact whoever I meet. What about you? Don't sit around and mope. God loves you sooooo much! You woke up this morning. that means you have another chance to impact the world for God! Get out among men and let that light shine so men will see it and glorify God!

Blessings,

New Friend!

2011-10-10T16:08:00.000-07:00

We were best friends!

Vicki visited my church and sent me an email encouraging me concerning the message I preached. She invited me to go to lunch. Today I met a new friend! We shared our stories and found out that we had many things in common. We both had lost our husbands and we both were seeking new adventures in God. I left her feeling grateful that she treated me to lunch, but also grateful that I had a new friend. When I returned home, I had a moment of sadness as I had no one home to share my day with. This is the time I miss my sweetheart the most. He was my best friend! We talked about everything! The house is so quiet without him. It will take time, but I know I will grow accustomed to being alone again. Like it or not, that's where I am at this moment in time. How I love God that I can pour my heart out to him and he allows me to be me! After all, his word said he knows our thoughts afar off. How comforting! I can tell my Father anything. I love you Lord and I appreciate you and the power you give to those who trust you! What's your problem today? Whatever it is, it's not too hard for God. Try him and you will be glad you did!

Blessings,

A Much Needed Revolution!

2011-10-07T11:48:00.000-07:00

If there was ever a time for the people of God to become a change-agent, that time is now! What a poor substitute we have become for holiness. The church is trading it's power for popularity, and going after "members' rather than disciples.
One of the definitions of revolution is this: a dramatic and wide-reaching change in the way something works or is organized or in people's ideas about it. An instance of revolving. To those of us who God has given the charge of preaching and teaching his word, we must make sure we are getting the knowledge of God into his people. We must instruct the saints until it is in their spirit, how to receive from God. We already have everything we need to succeed and now we must learn how to use it again. Bring back the simplistic faith in God's word with out all the drama! We only need to speak the word and God will honor what we say. This is the end-time and God is preparing an army for the battle. This fight is not for the cowards or those who are faint-hearted, No, but it is for those who know their God and trust his word and know how to stand on it! The great news is that God is going to use anyone who will yield to him. No one person or denomination will have a monopoly on the power of God. It is available to all. My question to you is; do you want to be used by God? Do you want to see the signs and wonders following your life? If you answered yes, there are many openings in God's army. All you need to do is enlist!

Blessings,
ME

Just Who Is Responsible?

2011-09-30T08:42:00.000-07:00


Walk in the path where God leads!

The first scripture that came to my mind is this one: So then everyone of us must give an account of himself to God. (Romans 14:12 KJV)

Now let's go from here; no matter who you blame, you are responsible for your life. This is chiefly why so many people change churches, change partners, change sexes, change localities, and the list goes on. They erroneously think that these changes will make them happy. There is only one change needed; that is the change in you. love this quote but I don't remember where I heard it. {change isn't change unless it changes you!} Is that powerful or what? So how do we change? It begins with the mind. According to this verse, Eph 4:23 And be renewed in the spirit of your mind. That is, be made new by having a new mind, or spirit.-( People's Bible) Also read Romans 12:1-2 where in verse one, Paul calls for a commitment to Christ. In verse two, he calls for change. Clearly, Paul is speaking to new Christians. He wants them to forsake the old ways and let the Spirit of God lead them into the new life. So we are called in our daily living to make our lives an offering to God by worship and service to him. I beseech you today as you travel on your road to renewal, that you forget those things which are behind and reach forth to the blessed life that stands waiting for your entrance. Every day I ask God to make my life a praise to all I meet. I don't mind if you join me in the same prayer request to God. Here we grow again!

Blessings,

I Remember our Love! (Remembering Nathaniel)

2011-09-19T20:25:00.000-07:00

I remember our love; how sweet and pure it was. It was exciting and full of passion! Our love needed no words, a touch of hands, our eyes locked and spoke louder than the shrillest voice. Our hearts became as one and our lips portrayed a knowing smile of a love that kept growing. Deeper and stronger with each passing day. How we cherished one another. How we praised God for the blessing of such a wonderful love. The laughter that echoed through the house. The chases and hiding from each other but making sure we would finally be found. Yes, I remember our love. It was a love designed by God himself. A sacrificial and unconditional love. We gave ourselves to one another and we shared the knowledge that nothing could separate us. We pledged to love each other forever. Sometimes in the early morning hours, sometimes late at night, you woke up to reassure yourself that at last, we were really together. You would entwine my hand in yours and look at me intensely and ask the same question over and over as if to make sure it was true. You would say, you're my wife aren't you? And I would answer, I better be, because you're sleeping with me. We truly were one in our spirit and in our desires to please each other. When we were together, no one else existed. It was only you and I. Yes, I remember our love and though death has quieted your voice, my heart will never forget what a wonderful 6 years we had. I have a tear in my eye, my sweet. But only because I do remember and I will never forget us! I remember how you serenaded me with so many wonderful love songs. You would never take your eyes off me and I couldn't stop looking at you. Sweetheart, though I told you many times, you couldn't possibly understand how my heart melted when you did that. Truly you were a treasure to me from God. I remember how we both wanted to share what we had with the world. We thought everyone should experience the love we had. We were practicing songs to sing together at church, and then you had to go. We laughed thinking how surprised everyone would be when we sang together. But you had to go. And you told me over and over that my ministry was going to grow. You encouraged me in so many ways and you trusted and believed in me. You often told me even Ray Charles could see that I loved God and his people. Thank you for standing with me. I depended so much on you. You took great care of me! I always felt so special and so loved. I loved to say your name. So many had nicknames for you but I called you Nathaniel. I loved to pronounce every syllable of your name. Yes, I remember our love and that place in my heart will be there forever.

Rest in him my love,
Me

2011-09-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful day this is! My spirit man is so joyous. What power I feel and I am so encouraged in the Lord. Burdens lifted, spirit strengthened, faith stronger, love flowing; What happened? I had the Peace Team over Wednesday night after church and we prayed until 4:45 am Thursday morning. How God blessed us! We didn't get tired and our voices stayed strong as we poured out our soul to God! We prayed for those we know and those we don't know. But we asked God for revival like never before. I thank God for the power of prayer and I thank God for those who are willing to pray! It is time for fasting and prayer that we may entreat our God to show compassion on his creation. Join me in lifting up our voices to God daily and we will watch God do mighty things for his people!

Blessings,
ME

2011-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today is my wedding anniversary! I have been married to Nathaniel Ewing for 6 years. What an awesome life we had together! He was truly my soul-mate! I loved him so much but God loved him more. God loved him so much that he decided to bring him home. On August 1, 2011, Nathaniel went home to be with the Lord! How I miss him. How I wish that we could have finished our plans. We were going to Ruth Chris' Steakhouse tonight and let our favorite chef prepare us an anniversary meal. We had planned in October to go to Venice or Paris. But in Jeremiah 29:11 God says, "I know the plans I have for you" and God's plan didn't include ours. As tears roll down my cheeks and as my heart literally hurts for my loss; I LOVE GOD! I trust him with his plan for my life. So I will get through this day. The strength and power of God is so awesome and amazing. I'm so blessed to be filled with his spirit. I must go forward in the strength and fear of the Lord redeeming the time because Jesus really is soon to come!

Loves ya Lord,
ME

Concerning Prayer

2011-06-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

"There are thoughts which are prayers. There are moments when whatever the position of the body, the soul is on it's knees."
( 8:pm 6-1-99)
Minnie Hawthorne- Ewing

Being The First!

2011-06-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

First bloom on Magnolia tree

The day I took this photo, there were many other buds on the tree. Some seemed just as close to opening as the one that you see. But they didn't bloom. After the one opened, many others followed suit and the tree is beautiful. That caused me to compare the tree with humans. What is it about being the first that frightens most people? Is it the fear of being perceived as wrong? Fear that others will think you are being too aggressive? I honestly don't have the answer to that question. But I have a few ideas that you can practice being the first to do. Be the first to forgive. Don't waste another emotion on holding grudges. The freedom you will experience in forgiving others is truly a wonderful thing. Be the first to admit when you are wrong. Honesty in every situation will diffuse the problem. Try it! Be the first to encourage someone. Instead of always wanting someone to encourage you. Take Paul's advice to the Hebrew church where he told us to exhort one another while it is called today. (Hebrews 3:13 & 10:25) Times are tough and they will get tougher! We must strengthen each other to hold on to God! Be the first to bless someone. Whether with money, a meal, a genuine listening ear, kind words, or any way that God leads you to do. How powerful to build up the esteem of others. Be the first to pray to God about situations that only prayer can change. Prayer will enforce your resolve to make it through the test. I'm telling you that prayer works when nothing else will! Be the first to declare your intentions of living for God forever. Testifying to remaining faithful will help you to do just that. If you're faithful to death, there is a crown awaiting you. (Revelation 2:10) Hope to see you at the coronation!
Blessings,
ME

Honesty in day-to-day living!

2011-06-08T13:43:00.000-07:00

”This above all: to thine ownself be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.”
-Shakespeare-Hamlet
God provides truth for us:

The Holy Ghost is the “Spirit of Truth.”

St. John 15:26 & St. John 14:6
St. John 16:13
Colossians 3:9-10

God desires and commands truthfulness:

Inwardly - Psalms 51:6
To one another - Colossians 3:9-10
To all men - Romans 12:17 & 2nd Corinthians 8:21

Recognizing the truth!

How do you distinguish real truth?

St. John 18:37-38 - Jesus bore witness of truth
Isaiah 59:13-15
2nd Timothy 3:13

Accepting the truth & walking in it

2nd John 1-6
3rd John 1-4 &11-12

Living by the truth!

2011-06-08T13:30:00.000-07:00

"You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free!" (St. John 8:32)

Paul warned Timothy that men would deceive and be deceived! (2nd Timothy 3:13) We are surely living in the hour of deception.

Definition of deceive - 1. To cause to believe what is not true; mislead.

2. To catch by guile; ensnare.

1. To practice deceit. To give a false impression:

definition of truth : the quality or state of being true. that which is true or in accordance with fact or reality : tell me the truth | she found out the truth about him.

• a fact or belief that is accepted as true : the emergence of scientific truths | the fundamental truths about mankind.

The perception of truth has changed dramatically. They now say that truth is what you perceive it to be. Politically, socially, and economically, lying is considered the smart thing to do. We allow others to believe a lie and think nothing of it. We hold our peace and watch critical mistakes being made and we cringe in cowardly terror instead of being blatantly honest. As I age, I see the horrible reality of how lies shake the very foundation of our world and nibble away at the core of everything that was once treasured. I notice the flawed character and pain of those who subvert the truth and my heart breaks for them. I ask God for tears to weep for those who have lost the ability to speak truth. How can we ever think to grow in our relationship with God when we haven’t learned to grow in relationships with one another? We pretend to be happy when we are in fact, miserable. Our only hope is truth! True love nor true friendships can be accomplished without truth! Natural or spiritual growth can be accomplished without truth! We must go back to the foundation of truth! When do we start? Right now! Where do we begin? With ourselves! God will give us the grace to face, admit, and conquer all aspects of life! His grace is sufficient for us!

Philippians 3:12-14,

Pastor ME (Minnie Ewing)

2011-06-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

"You will never end up in the wrong place if you allow the Spirit of God to take you where He knows you should be"!

6-7-2011 9:35 AM
ME

Time to Bloom!

2011-05-24T14:04:00.000-07:00

Glads from our garden

I've always liked this flower, but I never knew it had so many meanings. I was fascinated by all the things I read. Did you know that a bouquet that includes gladiolas can convey so many things: Strength of Character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural Grace, Eternal Sleep; Imagination; Love at First Sight. So on the morning of my firstborn's wedding, I cut these fresh from our garden. The glads produce only one stem, but many blooms come from that stem. We should be the same way for God. Our hands should be ready for whatever task the Lord requires. We also should excel in the special area of our calling. As the times wax worse and the coming of the Lord draws nigh, we should bloom for our Lord. It is time to win souls for his kingdom. It is time to strengthen those who are saved. It is time to call on our God as never before. It is time to get rooted and grounded all over again in the word. Prayer and the word are the only safety nets against the attacks of the enemy. Rise up and do not fear people of Zion. It is time for us to bloom and may God bless you bloom in your season. Don't fret over any material thing. just bloom where you are planted and watch God do great things in your life. The joy and peace you will receive from doing his will cannot be described!

Blessings,
ME

Great Expectations!

2011-05-09T10:15:00.000-07:00

What a great time to be a child of God! There are so many events that must take place before the coming of the Lord. What I'm excited about is that I get a chance to be a part of it. I know that we are embarking on the greatest revival that ever was. I believe people will come to God in record numbers. Not looking for hand-outs, healing, or any miracle. They will just want to be saved! Oh my God what a wonderful sight that will be to see hands stretched out and tears of repentance streaming down the face of those who are searching for God. I feel it in the atmosphere. I'm so filled with anticipation of the return of the Lord, that sometimes I can hardly sleep. I've asked God to help me prepare for whatever part I am to play in this arena of life. I hope you will do the same. All of us will have a work to do as we draw near to the end; or should I say the beginning? I took pictures this morning of flowers that are blooming and they are beautiful! My husband and I marvel at how fast they grew and spread. May He (God) bless us to bloom the same way. Can we stop fighting each other and work together for the good of the kingdom? If we can agree that we love God and want to see souls saved, then we are truly on one accord. Seek God for your place in him and the ministry he would have you to do. And please remember that whatever area you labor in, it is important! There are no small jobs with God. I love you with the love of Jesus!

Blessings,
ME

Lessons From God!

2011-04-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

The wind blew fiercely and hail beat upon the windows at our home. My husband spoke of his concern for the trees and flowers that were recently planted. He didn't know if they would survive the storm. On Sunday morning he opened the front door to see the sights. The grand tree that stood so tall and should have been rooted firmly, was split and on the ground. It had been hit once before, but this time, it had to be cut down. I was in my office preparing for my sermon when he asked me to come and see what had happened. I walked out the door and looked at the tree and then I looked at the freshly planted flowers. If the tree had a brain, it would have boasted that it could weather the storm and would have felt pity for the frail flower. But here it was; fallen! Immediately I went back inside and got my camera. I had to document the scriptures in action. "Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall." (1st Corinthians 10:12) And then who can explain the periwinkle flower, the roses and the daisy with the soft petals still standing. Only God! For he saith to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion. (Romans 9:15) How then should we think? Let us praise God and seek his help in all our ways. Let us also show compassion towards them who may not be as mature in God as we. And please remember to "consider yourself" in every interaction with others. Make sure you treat them as you would desire to be treated. This will ensure that when you need it, the mercies of God and his compassion that doesn't fail, will be available to you!

Blessings,
Pastor ME

Stress Test!

2011-04-20T11:48:00.000-07:00

Tuesday I went to Legacy Heart Center for a "Stress Test". I had been told so many unfavorable things about it, that I was very apprehensive about going. I almost paid the 25.00 to cancel the appointment but at the insistence of my husband, I kept the appointment. He drove me and told me he would come back and pick me up. When they called my name, I conveyed to them all the things I had heard about the test. The nurse assured me the greatest stress would be having all the things hooked up to me. So they took my resting heart rate and ultrasound photos of my heart. Then I got on their treadmill and every three minutes, they turned up the speed. My target heart rate was 177 because they wanted to see how my heart responded to stress. They assured me I could stop at any time if I felt uncomfortable or had chest pains. But I was a trooper and actually finished with no problems. At the end they immediately took my blood pressure and an ultrasound with my heart under stress. I passed with flying colors! No blockages or anything! The Doctor told me my heart was in perfect condition and my arteries and veins were clear with no plaque build-up or blockages. So the only reason I would have had problems would have been if I hadn't kept myself up physically.
Of course being a Pastor, I compared it with the spiritual things. God has "Stress Test" for us.
And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It [is] my people: and they shall say, The LORD [is] my God. (Zechariah 13:9) And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, [and] to prove thee, to know what [was] in thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no. (Deuteronomy 8:2) God allows us to go through various trials and sometimes it seems as if He has left us. He already knows what is in our hearts, but it is important for us to know as well. Satan uses these trials to try and turn us around. If we have been consistent in prayer, fasting, and reading the bible, there is nothing to worry about. We will pass with flying colors! Stay joyous in your trials as the joy of the Lord is a strength to us. There is so much more in store for us when we hold on to his word. Heaven awaits those who remain faithful to the end. We should let nothing separate us from the love of God. You should read Psalms 66:5-12 and it will bless your soul. God is waiting to take you to that wealthy place. I'll see you there!

Blessings,
Me

YOU WILL BLOOM IN YOUR SEASON!

2011-04-12T17:04:00.000-07:00

There are individual bulbs on this one stalk. Each one grows at its own pace. They bloom , get bigger and die. You won't see them again until the next blooming season!

Ecclesiastes 3:1 reads "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven:
One of the hardest things for Christians to do is abide by waiting on your time. Though I refused to try and create my own destiny, I must admit I did question God and remind him of how old I am. As if he didn't know! We must learn to rejoice with them that rejoice and never be jealous of any person's accomplishments. God uses us according to our several abilities which he also gave us. In essence, He knows when and where you will bloom the best. I've had so many prophecies, I cannot count them telling me of all God had said He was going to do in my life. Even while I was on my knees, I have heard God whisper promises to me. All I can say is I kept thinking; I believe you Lord, but when? And now at 65, I did my first segment on www.access34tv.com last Saturday. My book which will be released from Creation House Publishers soon is already showing signs of being a top seller. My church is growing in faith and in number. I'm meeting new people everyday that tell me they are looking for a church home. So though you may be tempted to try and make something happen, WAIT ON GOD! And Again I say WAIT! It will be worth it all to stay in the path that he ordained for you. My daughter has things goiing for me that she says will blow my mind! I simply say; "bring it on Lord, I'm ready!

Blessings,
Pastor Me

Praise!

2011-04-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

This God praising statue is a gift to me from my daughter Cheryl. She said it reminded her of me lifting my hands to God. What a blessing and a joy it is to praise the Lord. Not so much for things he does for you, but just because he is God and deserves our praise. We should declare our love to God daily. I am so thankful that God saved me and filled me with his spirit. I have been full of the joy of the Lord every since that day. Please don't get me wrong, there are days when I must get in the press. I cannot let circumstances rob me of my praise and neither should you. Just to know that I am on my way to heaven is enough to cause me to glorify God. You will be surprised how your spirit can be uplifted through praise. You should read Psalm 50 which tells us the ways to praise him. It ends with let everything that has breath praise the Lord! From this moment on, don't let anything stop you from praising God. Praise him from the sun coming up to the going down of the same and watch your life dramatically!

Blessings,
Pastor Me

Deliverance Is Here!

2011-04-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

Are you struggling in areas of your life and cannot seem to get the victory? Have you searched for answers trying to find what you should do? Search no More!! Look at what the Psalmist David had to say; I sought the Lord, and he heard me; and delivered me from all my fears. (Psalm 34:4) I've often said that fear is a tag-a-long. He buddies up with all the other spirits to aggravate the problem and make it to appear worse than it is. We know that whatever the situation, God will see us through. You cannot escape life. It happens to all of us. But you can insure victory in life when you trust your life to God! Yes, that's right. No matter what comes your way, God knows how to deliver. (2nd Peter2:9) You can rest on his word. There is a two-fold actions that will be your shield in time of trouble. That is the Word of God and prayer. These are things you must do daily. There can be no exceptions! Without prayer, there is no way you will be able to stand in the times we are living in. Make God a priority in your life. Starting now.

Lord, I want more of you!

Stop now and pray this prayer; Dear God,

Please forgive me for not making talking to you important. Help me to turn aside daily and kneel before you. Then I ask that you keep me with a prayer in my heart throughout the day. Lord, open up my understanding as I read your word. I acknowledge that without you, my life will be miserable. Stir my spirit that I may serve you with a fervent heart. I ask this in Jesus name. - Amen-

I promise if you allow the Holy Spirit to guide you, from this day forward you will never be the same!

Blessings,
Me

Fresh Expressions For The Times!

2011-04-05T14:45:00.000-07:00

The Word of God is timeless! But God uses us in different ways to express its truths. He doesn't get rid of our personalities, but they are governed by his spirit. With the infilling of the Holy Ghost, everything really does become new. There is an immediate transformation in our lives. We simply grow in grace as we serve him and seek his face. I love the Lord so much and it is a joy to serve him. I also love his people and in doing so, I have learned to speak the truth in love, and then allow them to make decisions for themselves as to whether they will obey or not. What a freedom it is to not try and control another man's life! I never knew that was what we were doing in deciding that our way was the only way. Please understand, if you're going to heaven, you will only get there by obeying the word. But it is your choice. I only admonish you to choose wisely as thee are consequences that goes with every decision we make. We will be judged by the word!

blessings,

Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word
that proceedeth out of the mouth of God( Matthew 4:4)

Pastor Me

The Move of God; His ways are not our ways!

2011-03-30T13:53:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been at a stand still? It seems as if you aren't doing anything for God. You desperately want to make a difference in this world. You sincerely desire to please him. You plead with him to help you and you feel as if you're failing him.

studying in my office!

This is where I am right now. I know that at 65 years of age, most of my life is already behind me. I hear my soul cry out for God to bless me to do a three day journey in a day. I ask for direction and the wisdom to win many souls for his kingdom. Tears fall down my face and my voice is hoarse from pleading with him to help me. Yet, I cannot quieten my spirit and the heaviness tries to engulf me and bring me to a screeching halt! I understand the despair of David, Job, Asaph, Jeremiah, and many others when they felt their prayers were of no value. Then from nowhere, here comes God opening doors for you to step in. Be careful as Satan will try to hold you hostage and make you afraid to step into your destiny. How many times have I been told that I don't know if this is God or not? Too many times to count! But the spirit of fear will paralyze you if you allow it to. No wonder Jesus admonished us to "FEAR NOT"! We will never get anywhere if we allow fear to dominate us. Yes, we will make mistakes, and yes, we will go through times of low productivity, but as we trust God, he will bring us out. Even if you don't see or feel anything is happening, keep moving! That is the victory for us. Pray like never before and read the word. Ask God to show you new revelations as you search the scriptures. I promise you he will. Above all, be sincere and faithful in the work that you do for him. Never allow jealousy to overtake you as God uses us according to our ability. Be thankful that you are among the chosen. And whatever you do for God, do it with all your might! May I encourage you with this scripture; "Be ye strong therefore, and let not your hands be weak; for your work shall be rewarded! (2nd Chronicles 15:7) Finally, I am starting a television show this Saturday! Yes I am thanks to the faithfulness of God. I'll tell you more about it later.

Blessings,
Me

It's Time To Worship God!

2011-03-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

"But the hour cometh, and now is when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth." ( St. John 4: 23-24 KJV)

True Worship is characterized by two things.
1) It is in spirit or from the heart and it is sincere.
2) It follows the dictates of the Word of God which is "truth and obedience."

In St. John 17:17, Jesus prayed, "Sanctify them through thy truth. thy word is TRUTH! So those who would worship Christ must believe his word and live accordingly. Whether we are worshipping through prayer, singing, or reading his word, Our minds must be focused on God. A wandering mind cannot truly comprehend or receive the blessing that awaits the true worshipper. We will receive spiritual washings from God daily if we commit ourselves to learning how to truly worship him. When we are obedient to his word, that counts as worship. David instructed Solomon to serve God with a perfect heart and a willing mind. (1st Chron. 28:9) I admonish you today to do likewise. If your understanding is unfruitful in how to worship, you can ask God. He promised he would give us wisdom if we ask. (James 1:5) Before you attend your church service you should have the mind to offer the sacrifice of praise to God. Our church services would be much more fulfilling! Since God has so many instructions on how to worship him, we should follow what he requires. We cannot do things our way and please God. Just think, the verses says the Father is seeking for true worshippers. I challenge you today to become one of them. Your life will become more fulfilled than you could have ever imagined. Please remember that worship isn't for church services only. Everyday God gives us breath, we should use it to honor him and give him glory. We know that without him, we would be men most miserable. So start right now and offer up praise to the true and living God. It will be as beautiful as a flower that blooms in the eyes of the Lord!

Blessings,
Pastor ME

A New Era!

2011-02-26T11:21:00.000-08:00

"“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:13-14

We cannot dwell on the past! Satan will use it to destroy you! What great friendships we forge as we travel life's road. But then it happens. Those you counted as true and forever friends are now gone. Unresolved disputes and emotions shattered into so many little pieces, they couldn't be repaired. You move on in your mind but your heart continues to go back and try to fix it. Here is a little saying I made up: "If you despair over the past, and worry about the future, you will never be successful in the present"!

We cannot change our past but we can surely learn from it. Decide right now what you want to do and forge the plan to get it done. Stay true to your goals and never what's happening in the lives of others depress you. It may seem as if you're not going anywhere, but God has a plan. Did you know while you are charting your course, you are going to come in contact with people who will be blessed by what you have gone through? That should give you great peace. Your life matters! You are here to become great in the arena God has placed you in. So be encouraged today. No matter where you are in life, if you are obeying the Holy Spirit and following the plan of God, you are victorious. There's never been a winter that wasn't followed by spring! I'm just loving life and the freedom I have in God. Guess what? There is room for you too! Please join me in celebrating the victory of walking in his perfect will.

Blessings,

Pastor ME

Life's Defining Moments!

2011-02-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

His birthday came and he wasn't here to celebrate it. I just experienced a defining moment and a part of me has changed forever. 8-13-04 2:30am

With me, every moment is a dying moment and the moment brings the end of your life as you knew it and starts the beginning of your new life according to what you choose to become. Each "defining moment" happens to give you a chance to create your life anew. Don't miss your moment! 9-28-2007 3:45 am

When I wrote that first statement, I was in the middle of some of the most trying times of my life. My husband had gone to be with the Lord and I was in a continual process of making critical decisions for me and my congregation. In that moment I was challenged to either go on with life or live in the past grieving over what had transpired. Thank God I chose to go on!

Life is full of time that can be measured in many ways. There are years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds. But there comes a "moment" in each life which will change us forever. The way we react in that moment can be the determining factor of what we will be now and what we will become as we go on. Yo must understand that the moment is only yours. It is you and God in that moment. He demands a response and only one is acceptable to him. Yes Lord I will do your will and I will do it your way! As Proverbs 24:6 says, In the multitude of counsellors, there is safety. But when your moment with God comes, you must make the decision for yourself. There are people in my life whose word I trust. These are the people that I will speak my thoughts to. but make no mistake, I am the deciding factor because I alone will answer for it. The same is true of you. No one can tell your story as you will tell it. They cannot know the emotions and all that goes with your life. It's amazing that I learned this quote in high school and never forgot it. Once to every man and nation comes the moment to decide. In the strife of truth and falsehood for the good or evil side. It is a quote from James Russell Lowell. I have missed many moments with God and I'm sure you have too. But God has brought many new moments for me and I diligently strive to grow from them all. As we move swiftly toward eternity, check yourself! Make sure you see God in your moment. Not fame, fortune, self aggrandizement or any other prideful thing. Live your life yielded vessel of God. Use your moments in this life to help someone else. God is so pleased with us when we honor his word. Look! What's that coming your way? It's your moment! Seize it and be changed forever!

Blessings!
Me

Timing is Everything

2011-02-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

We were just celebrating God allowing us to see another year. It was January New Year's Day, 2011 and now it is February 5 and time is on the move! I was reading about time in the Greek definition and it has two meanings. One is just the passing of time itself from hour to hour. It was called chronos. The other is when a significant event must be performed in that space or you lose it forever. The opportune time to accomplish. It is called kairos. I know this is kairos time for the church. And to bring it on a personal level, I know it is kairos time for me. I must write my books and make my move this year. This is my kairos time to make an impact on God's world by standing up for the truth. It is with a mindset of reckless abandon that I am inspired to move forward in God. No, I don't mean running here and there trying to become known by hobnobbing with the big league. But I mean making sure every person I come in contact with understands why they need to serve God. It's time for us to witness like never before. someone told me I reminded them of what they were really here for. We can get lost in life as we try to make an impact. Often times we make it with our life and not with God's and that constitutes building on wood, hay, and stubble. It won't stand! I am working feverishly on a book called "Growing Outward, Dying Inward". I heard God say to me last week; "finish the book". You better believe I am finishing it in a hurry. when God directs, I listen and obey! After that, it will be "Death, I didn't Expect You" and any other titles he gives me. I am a writer and it is time for me to act like one. I'm not worried about publishing or anything. I know when I finish the writing, the door will open. What have you accomplished for God? And think real hard before you answer this. Was it really for God or was it for you? In seeking after your goal, if it has taken you from quiet time with God, it won't be prosperous. If you never have time for your family or friends, you are losing sight on the real importance of life. God is a family man! He is big on fellowship! Take a moment and reevaluate your life. Check to see if you have gotten off course and if you have, just turn around. God is still where you left him waiting for your return. Here are my priorities: God, family, friends, and this is my agenda; love God and love my neighbors. It's really true that when you do this all the other commandments will fall in place. At 65 years old, I am having the time of my life. Join me in seeking after the true riches. Your search will be one of unspeakable joy and uncommon peace.

Blessings,
ME

What's Christmas For?

2010-12-26T05:35:00.000-08:00

So it is the big day that many have been waiting for. Presents are wrapped and anxiety is in the air. Will I get what I really wanted or will I have to pretend to like what I got? That is the question that will be on the hearts and minds of millions today as they anxiously await the beginning of Christmas. What will we eat? I hope someone makes potato pie. I hope someone does a ham because I am tired of turkey and dressing. I hope some don't even contribute because they really cannot cook! That will also be in the hearts and minds of many today. I wonder if my husband will finally get me a gift as good as the one I got him. Or, my friend never gets me anything good. One day I will stop buying her gifts. Many agonize over not being able to get what they deem as a good gift for those they love. And the would-be recipient of the gift help them to sink deeper in despair for not getting one they consider worthy. The day after Christmas comes backbitings, broken relationships, despondency, and many other emotions because of the disappointment of not getting the perfect gift. You get the picture now? But what is Christmas really for? The smell of pine permeates my home from the living tree we bought. The decorations make a good conversation piece. Laughter and joy and warm and fuzzy feelings will be in my home later as everyone wakes up! The fireplace will blaze and the smell of breakfast will waft through the closed bedroom doors and that will wake everybody up! But is that what Christmas is for? Well it is part of it but here is how my day started:

I woke up at 4:45 and prepared to go pray before everyone else got up. I thanked God for his son Jesus, who is the "perfect gift".! I thanked him for saving my soul and allowing his Spirit to dwell on the inside of me. I honored and praised him for how he kept me thus far this year. How good God has been to me! I worshipped him and praised him for my family and my church family. I asked him to help us to serve him in a greater capacity. There is a yearning in my spirit for more of God. I cannot wait until next year, I had to begin now! The signs are here! Jesus could return any day. I prepared my office for later so I could study for Sunday's message and then I decided to write my blog before the rest of the house started stirring. It's 7:30 now and I hear my grandchildren upstairs saying; daddy is it time to go down yet? Can we open our presents? So I must conclude so I can get busy and get ready to take on the day. So once again, question asked and answered:

What is Christmas really for? It is a celebration of the birth of our Savior. It should be continual in our spirit. How can we not celebrate every day of our lives praising him? It is because of Jesus that we are saved and that we have joy and peace abiding in our souls. So the spirit of Christmas is a 365 day affair for those who love him. Are you one of them? If not, you can be and let the celebration begin in your heart today!

Blessings,
Me

WHAT ABOUT NOW?

2010-11-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

Today I will help serve at "Minnie's Food Pantry". Cheryl, the founder is feeding over 700 families today for the Thanksgiving Holiday. Wow! The year is almost over. The decorations for Christmas are already up and Christmas sales are being offered now! The recession is said to be over and the world is rushing to spend again. Every store is competing for our business. The emphasis is on coming in early to beat the rush! But let me emphasize we need to rush to Jesus! The bible says now is the accepted time. I have a few questions to ask you:

If you know God, have you slipped away from the intimacy you once shared with him?
Do you faithfully read his word and meet him in prayer daily?
Do you meditate and trust in his word?
Do you include him in life's daily decisions?

If you answered yes to the first question and no to even one of these questions, you need to renew your walk with God. I have a plan that will help regain the walk you once had with God and also win souls for him. Just start back doing it now! That was pretty simple right? All of us must travail daily for the people and the condition of this world. When we look at Psalms 11:3, if the foundations be removed, what can the righteous do? The answer is to pray like we've never prayed before. Don't put off your relationship with God for other things. Nothing matters more than walking with God. I mean absolutely nothing! If we who are saved want to be an effective witness, then we must strengthen our inner man so that we will be able to stand. Our own trials and adversities are enough, but we are also told to bear one another's burdens and so fulfill the law. (Galatians 6:2) But in Galatians 6:5 it says we have to bear our own burdens. No it does not contradict! It simply means that there will be a time no matter how much support you have, there's something you must do. We each must have our own walk with God. Okay I've got your attention. So you say I will start tomorrow or after the holidays. What about now? What about getting your bible right now and reading a Psalm or a Proverb? What about calling a friend or loved one to encourage them? What about now? What about volunteering to help in a good cause? What about now? The bible says today is the day of salvation; now is the accepted time. Please don't squander the precious gift of time. It is high time for all of us who profess Christ to get busy. Let's endeavor to have a "due season" word to all we speak to. Let's become waterers and planters so we can watch God give the increase. Will you pray this prayer with me?

Lord,
I'm so sorry for wasting the time you have allotted to me on this earth. Forgive me and help me to be about your business. Help me cherish the privilege of being able to communicate with you. Help me remember the blessing of reading your word so I won't ever forsake it again. Help me not to take anything or anyone for granted. Whatever time I have left, help use it for your glory. Keep me focused on the true riches of life. Father, please keep my soul that I may spend eternity with you. I ask this in Jesus name. -Amen-

Now according to Mark 11:22-24 and 1st John 5:14-15, he has heard our prayer and granted the petitions we desired. Now, go forth in this newness of life and enjoy your relationship with God! Make every moment a "NOW" moment and watch God work in you, through you, and for you!

Blessings,
Me

When Looks Are Deceiving!

2010-11-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

Foreclosures, Rapes, Murders, Job layoffs, National debt, sickness and disease; These things are constantly on the news. If your trust is in the government, you're messed up! So after reading the newspaper or watching the news on TV, you are facing multiple problems yourself and they just intensified! And as far as your mind can go, you see no solutions. Your job played out and unemployment has not begun and you are the breadwinner of the house. Your credit has suffered so you cannot borrow any money. Neither family nor friends have anything to spare. You go to your last source, who usually comes through for you and you hear them say; "sorry all I can do is pray for you". So it looks like this is finally it and you have been defeated right? WRONG, WRONG, AND TRIPLE WRONG! But you muse in your spirit, how can I be wrong? Because when things look contrary to what the Word of God says, it is a deception from Satan. Did you forget that we walk by faith and not by sight? Okay I know if you start looking at your problems and they become like mountains to you, that can cause your spirit to enter into a deep depression. That is why the bible says in Isaiah 26:3-4 "Thou will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee, because he trusts in thee. Trust ye in the Lord forever, for in the Lord Jehovah is everlasting strength. (KJV) And if you're saved, we have the mind of Christ,(1st Cor. 2:16b)so you have never read anywhere in the bible that Jesus worried about anything, so why should you? Read Philippians 4:8 provides a list of things that we should focus on. Go read them now. This is a tried and true test to keep you encouraged. Begin your day with prayer and read the bible. You will be pleasantly surprised at what this will do for your spirit. Remember the person who said to you, all I can do is pray? That is more powerful than money or anything else. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much! I leave you with this comforting thought; We are more than conquerors through him that loved us. God has already given us everything that pertains to life and godliness. But thanks be to God who gives us the victory through our Lord, Jesus Christ. I could go on but by now I'm sure you're ready to get your bible and read it for yourself. No wonder the bible says, we do err not knowing the scriptures neither the power of God! Lastly, please read 1st Corinthians 10:13 and Luke 10:19 and take them to heaven's bank and cash them. Don't be deceived by how your circumstances look, you have won!

Blessings,
ME

You Can Trust God!

2010-11-16T09:59:00.000-08:00

We are at a place in history where God is searching for people to trust him regardless of the circumstances! It will take much prayer and standing on the word to endure the tests we are facing. You must know without wavering that God will perform his word in your life. While we can have others agree with us in prayer, yet our conviction must remain firm in him at all times. We know that even in the greatest battles of life, God always caused his people to triumph! I love where he said that not one word of his good promises have failed. (1st Kings 8:56) That sounds like a God we can depend on! I will be a witness that even in what appears to be a hopeless case, God really does turn it around for our good. Church you can trust his word! So whether your battle is financial, health issues, or spiritual, you are victorious. He has already secured the victory for us. We must believe that. Wait on him and he will strengthen your heart. It's amazing how when we keep our mind stayed on him, and we let His word comfort us, we can handle anything. Be encouraged today and know that the answer is already provided before you even ask. Just look at Isaiah 65:24 where he says, "before they call I will answer and while they are yet speaking, I will hear. Do you believe that? You should because God does not lie. Rest in him today and let the peace of God rule your hearts. We cannot stop the trials from coming, but we can choose how we deal with them. My choice is to live by the faith of the Son of God and that way, I will always be an overcomer!

Blessings,
ME

Stand firm!

2010-07-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

As we strive to do the will of God, Satan uses many things to distract us. He challenges us with lack of finances, our health, family breaking up, job losses and the list could go on endlessly. In the face of this adversity,We must stay focused on what the Word of God promises and hold on to that without wavering. It is a trying time in our world. Sin is on the rampage and Satan has messengers in the church that are literally daring the preachers to cry out against it. We want to hear about the love of God, they say. Tell us about the blessings. People are rebelling, Pastors are struggling to hold on, churches are folding and the enemy is trying to silence the truth. We cannot accept sin and men and women of God we cannot preach a "social gospel". We must cry loud and spare not. I challenged myself to stand and preach the pure unadulterated gospel! We cannot cower down. I have been threatened by Satan and the membership of my church has suffered. My health and my finances have been attacked, but God is faithful! He has continued to uphold me in his righteousness! Praise his name! I have never seen a time like this one. People will find a church where the atmosphere is one that will cause shouting and dancing and these are things I love to do. But as evil progresses and the very forces of darkness hover around us, we need to have the sheer power of God in our lives. That will not be so if we compromise! We should take up a wailing in Zion and call the people of God back to their knees. Cry for the rulers of this world. Cry for the armed forces and policemen that protect and serve. Cry for the children whose parents are bound on drugs. Cry for the women who cannot stop selling their bodies. Pray for the strength of God to help you and give you courage in these trying times. Let's lift the standard and walk away from the world. If we want to see the miraculous healing and deliverance of the people, there is a price we must pay! Are you ready to meet your maker? Has Satan desensitized you to sin? Wake up! People are dying without God! Wake up! Disease and sorrow are in the land! Wake up and call on our God! His word is true. He promised if we would humble ourselves and pray, he would hear from Heaven. Wake up Zion! Clothe yourselves with humility. Wake up Zion and be a witness for your Lord! Wake up and love the souls of the lost. Wake up for the coming of the Lord draweth nigh. Let's establish the foundations of righteousness and work until the day is done.

Yours in urgency,

ME

A PRAYER

2009-06-09T08:49:00.001-07:00

Lord today as I sat silent before you, my mind drifted into a total peace. Thank you for calming my mind so greatly, that I could even hear the flutter of the wings of a bird outside my window. As the winds blew, I heard the leaves rustling in gratitude for their shaking. I imagined the tree thanking you for ridding it of the leaves that were no longer useful thereby lightening its load. Thank you for teaching me how to sit silently before you. What a blessing it is to give my mind to you so that you can fill it with what you will. If only your people understood the power of silence, they would take time from their hurried days and rest in you. Help me today to focus on the promises of your word and not on the daily problems that I face. I don't always understand why you choose the trials for me that you choose. But I know that you walk with me through those trials and give me the strength to endure. I know you never leave me and that is so comforting to me. Help me to not focus on my pain when my body is afflicted but to keep my trust in you and what your word promises. You are an awesome God. I have experienced your joy in the midst of tears that I couldn't keep from falling. I have felt my heart leap as you brought certain scriptures to me. I have experienced the oil of joy for the spirit of heaviness so many times! Thank you for all you have taught me in my walk with you. I am so thankful that you have taught me how to love unconditionally. Also I realize that a prayer is always in my heart and I rejoice because I know who put it there. Thank you for the heart of giving. It is truly such a blessing to be a blessing. You taught me how to not even regard what I have left but to willingly share with those you lay on my heart. I love you so much for that. And today I give myself all over again to you. Do with my life what is pleasing to you and I will praise you for it. Help my love to overflow to all I meet today. Make my life a praise for your glory and for your honor.

Your chocolate child,

SURVIVAL!

2009-06-08T11:45:00.000-07:00

It seems that everywhere you turn people are struggling. Everyone I have spoken with are dealing with sickness, financial distress, family issues, and the list goes on. Prayer requests are coming in from everywhere! Since these things (mentioned above) are all a part of life, we must learn how to survive when it happens to us. One thing we must remember is we aren't the first nor will we be the last to have problems. Don't ask me why some go through more than others. I have no answer. But I know as God told Paul, His grace is sufficient! When we change our attitude toward our problem, there is almost an immediate calming in our spirit. I always rely on the scripture. If you don't believe in God or his word, this won't help you. That is unless you are willing to try something new. But this is one of the scriptures I ride to heaven's bank to cash. Here are 2 versions:

"There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man;But God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it." (1st Cor. 10:13 KJV)

"But remember that the temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will keep the temptation from becoming so strong that you can't stand up against it. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you will not give in to it." (1st Cor. 10:13 NLT)

So rest with me in the assurance of the word that has never failed. My advice for free! Read more, pray harder, miss a meal or two (fast) and watch God work for you!

Yours in faith

LESSON FROM A PLANT!

2009-06-01T14:17:00.000-07:00

A gentleman I met from Galloways Nursery sent me flowering plants for the yard. There were two Hibiscus plants included. One flower was orange and one red. My husband set them in the back yard and they opened up so pretty. They made my whole back yard look good. Even the plants that weren't doing so well seemed to look better with them by their side. I enjoyed watching them so much I told him (my husband) I would have coffee on the patio so I could admire them the next morning. To my surprise they were closed. I thought on no; did they die already? He walked over and brought me back the information card that was attached. This would tell me the nature of the plant.It said the plant responded to the sun and opened up wide when it shined its light on them. When the sun went down it said it closed and rested so it could produce brilliant blooms the next day. It said those that hadn't rested enough wouldn't open until their blooms would be full again. It said the plant could survive indoors or outdoors. It would survive but would only bloom if it were in a place where the sun could shine on it. As I looked at the plant after it was kissed by the sun, I noticed some opened but others stayed closed. Those that were closed didn't complain because they knew their time would come. I thought hmmm; wouldn't it be wonderful if humans knew how to rest. And if we knew how to wait on the Son to shine on us before we opened up. What if we all would stay put until he the Son, said it's time for us to bloom? What if while we waited for him to shine upon us we rested in the knowledge that he knows when our time is? What if while we were waiting we prepared ourselves for whatever ministry He (the Son) trusted us with? What if we prepared ourselves that wherever we are in life we would still thrive? I'll tell you what would happen. More people would get saved. More churches would be blessed. Our focus would be on blooming for him and not trying to make a name for ourselves. This brought a new meaning to the saying, bloom where you are planted!

My prayer today is"may God give us all plant sense!

Many blessings!

MY FIRST NEW ADVENTURE!

2009-05-30T02:46:00.001-07:00

Okay so I get a call and my daughter tells me she is entering me in the Miss Senior Plano Pageant. I'm laughing saying girl you know I am not going to parade across a stage in a bathing suit. We both laughed but she called back and said it is with gowns and it's about inner beauty and the senior women letting young girls know there is life after 60! I went on with my life and the next thing I know my other daughter Chan has filled out the papers and C.J. has paid the $50.00 fee and I am in the contest. My husband joined in and said it would be good for me to meet new people. So did Darius and Lynette. But after the first time I went, I vowed to go no more! I told C.J. I would give her the $50.00 back but I couldn't do it. I was going to call them and tell them I wouldn't be back, but before I could call them, they called me. She told me she knew God had sent me to them. That everyone who met me would be disappointed if I didn't come back. How could that be possible I was thinking as she spoke? They only met me one time. This is totally out of the box for me! {So Mrs. start new adventures was once again climbing back into her safety shell because what would people say if a pastor ran for something like this?} I told the director I was a pastor and that was why I was dropping out because I didn't want to do anything contrary to what God wanted me to do. She replied, that's why we need you! You can minister to the women and give them hope. Don't you think that God would want you to do that she asked? What could I say? Though still not sure in my mind, I did it. So now win or lose on June 13th I will be reading something I wrote and those who attend will hear my philosophy of life while I walk across the stage in my evening gown! When I came out I came out! Some have already asked me how did I raise so many children and God has blessed me to pray with and for some of them. They also couldn't believe that I was 63! Some wanted to know my secret; no face lifts or procedures just the grace of God! I almost blew it! Had not it been for my family and the persistence of the director, I would have never been able to share what I did with those women. And when I think of Jesus who the bible said we should follow in his steps, He was always doing the unthinkable. Turning water into wine, beating money-changers out of the temple, eating with sinners, spouting wisdom beyond his years. Hey he was young and on fire because his purpose was to do the will of his father. Not to be popular in the world! Okay Jesus today I get it. I will say like you said, I want to do the will of him that sent me. I must be about my Father's business! Forget popularity and what people will think. Just keep my name written in the lamb's book of life. That's spelled capital M-i-n-n-i-e H-a-w-t-h-o-r-n-e E-w-i-n-g You got it!

Goodbyes and Hellos!

2009-05-30T02:24:00.000-07:00

I read a post on Facebook that really stirred my heart. It talked about letting go of the past. I started realizing that at 63, I better begin realizing that the past is a done deal and cannot be changed. Even yesterday is written in the memory books now. So how do you go on and really go on? I mean we all have probably said we've let something go, but somewhere in the hidden corners of our heart, we are still having issues with it. I have secretly hoped some things would change that happened years ago. Well today for me is GOOD-BYE old ways and HELLO to new ways. Let's stop blaming circumstances and betrayals and disappointments for the place we are in. Come on, our forefathers had adverse conditions and look how they prospered! I've had it. Life is about revolving. Hmmm is that where the idea of the revolving door came from? People go in and out of these doors. Some are always going out and some are always coming in. Have you ever got stuck in a revolving door where the person going the other way stopped? I have and we have smiled at each other and moved on. Let's smile today at the hurts we've suffered, and the betrayals we've felt. Let's find a plan to overcome the roadblocks thrown in our paths. Life is full of hurts and pains but also it is full of joys and hope! Let go of the first part of the sentence and hang on to the last part. Open the door of your heart to new adventures and new friends. I realize I stayed in a box so long, I don't have a lot of friends. I meet people and show them love for the moment but I must add them to my life. I really want some new adventures. I want to share with the world what God has taught me! I want to help someone else through their rough times. I know why I am called. I've just been in chains for so long. The worst part about this is I have had the key to unlock them all this time. Click-click; I just unlocked them. Now while you're laughing at me and saying poor woman, get your key out and let yourself go free too! See you in your new adventure!

With anticipation!~

I'm Back!

2009-05-30T02:03:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile since I was here. Since my last writing, I had a stroke and I have been fighting the enemy to reclaim my health. It was such a surprise to me. I felt good and had just met my daughter C. J. for lunch. We were waiting on Lynette so we could do our Friday fellowship. All of a sudden I felt lightheaded and confused. God was so good in that he allowed me to tell my daughter what was happening to me. I told her to call my prayer team, the family, and my husband. Then I told her to call 911. She went into action and began to pray with me and for me. It was so strange. I couldn't speak in English but my prayer language came through. The Holy Spirit interceded for me. I ended up in the hospital for 3 days and the doctors told me my brain showed the evidence of a stroke but it had repaired itself! I Praise God for being so real to me. It hasn't been easy but God has blessed me to continue to preach and teach at my church. Divine healing is for us today. Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today and forever. If we trust him he will come through for us. I hold on to his promises and believe what the word says.

Whatever you are going through, be encouraged. We are children of the covenant and we have the blessings of Abraham placed on our lives. God will keep you in your darkest hour. I know he will. In the midst of this recession and all else that is going on, God has sustained his people. Let us glorify him and watch him work. It is good for all of us to remember why we are saved. It is not just to be blessed by him. We are to win souls for his kingdom and do good to all we can, while we can. Truly having that stroke brought a reality to me. Whether we are saved or not, one day we will die. I pray to go in the rapture but of course that is God's decision. I want to work harder for him and when I stand before him I want to hear; Well done thy good and faithful servant. I know if you love him you feel the same. Let's get busy!

Yours in encouragement!

Journals -LIFE FROM THE PULPIT

2009-03-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

I am going to write from some of the journals I have. They will be unedited and show my real emotions.

I still haven't gotten over the emotions of despair. I feel lonely and unloved. I know these are only emotions and there are many people that love me. Nevertheless today this is how I feel. I listen to so many problems and I have scheduled counseling sessions for later on this week. I am called to solve problems and help others get back on track. I ask myself where is my help? I know the answer. It's only in God. I wonder if I will ever have anyone on earth that can understand me. Will I be able to pour my heart out? Even as I write my phone rings. There are always demands on my life. I can never have the luxury of doing nothing; or can I?

written 10-4-04 7:42PM

Where Do We Start? On Our Knees!

2009-01-07T12:14:00.000-08:00

I ran across an old writing that I think is quite necessary for the start of this New Year. There are a lot of changes taking place in our world. I personally plan to implement change myself. First in my life, at my church, and I will do my best to impact every life I come in contact with. I'm not saying it will be easy. It will take dedication, commitment , and much prayer. We can do this if we first bow before our God asking for the strength and the determination to carry out his will.

Your creation has forgotten you Lord. They have devised their own plans and they do things their way. If this great country is to stand, this must be stopped! But the task is so great. Where do we start? On our knees!

Those that have been entrusted with your wealth are busy making a name for themselves! They do not fight your cause! But you have men and women who stand up for you Men and women who will not compromise your standards. We are so small and they are so big. We must change them into your likeness. Where do we start? On our knees!

Your fear is gone from the hearts of men. They don’t believe in hell anymore. Most will say their hell is here on earth. We must change the mentality of the people. They must understand there are consequences to sin. Even ministers agree that you forgive everything if the people accept you. They don’t tell them they must change their lifestyle. The word hell is hardly mentioned in the pulpits. We have a great job to do God. Where do we start? On our knees!

War, rape, murder, incest, homosexuality, lesbianism, drunkenness, drug abuse, bestiality, fornication, adultery, cancer, aids, diabetes, and unnamed diseases; every sin and disease imaginable run rampant through your world. They attack both young and old. Billions of people live on this planet. How can we reach them all? Where do we start? On our knees!

Prayer is the most powerful force you gave us to combat the enemy. Through prayer we can change the course of history. Through prayer our households can be saved. Through prayer sick bodies can be healed. Through prayer demon spirits can be cast out. Yes the task is great and no one man or organization can do it all. Every blood-washed, spirit-filled born again saint of God must join in this battle. We must wage war in our prayer rooms until the vapors go up to God’s throne and entreat him to move on our behalf. Not your cute prayer that bring no tears or sweat. But we must labor in prayer until sweat falls and our voices go hoarse from our words. We must weep until our tears lock under our chin and onto our praying towels. We must pray until we feel the pain of a broken-heart because of the condition of this world. If we want to see change in our life, changes in our homes, and changes in the church and in the world there is a price to be paid. And where do we start? On our knees!

James 5:16
Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.

2 Chron. 7:14
If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Rededicate your life, sanctify your place and let’s change the world! You know how we will do it. On our knees!

Minnie Hawthorne
©September 2003

WHAT IN THE WORLD HAVE I DONE?

2009-01-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

This is a look back at the past twelve months of my life. At the end of the year we often lament over what we haven’t accomplished. Not this year for me. There is nothing I can change about anything. I can ask God to help me in the coming year to do more for him. I won’t make rash vows for 2009. What I will do is ask God to help me make a différence in the world. I pray to him to make my life a praise to everyone I meet. I ask him to help me know him better and to intorduce me to new truths in his word. I want to be effective by getting his words into the hearts of the listeners as I preach. I want my life to be the épitomé of what I preach. I know how to do this. I will allow the Holy Ghost Inside me to guide my life. I always tell him to show me the heart of God. I truly say not my will but let thy will be done !
Why don’t we all decide to celebrate what we did accomplish? Why don’t we claim the victory over the many wars we fought this year? I don’t know about you but I fought to keep friendships. I fought to understand those who are in my life. I fought to keep my spirit upbeat so I could lift the spirit of others. I fought to understand why I hadn’t received the things I asked God for. After all, what I asked for was according to his will. I fought for my health. I fought for finances. I fought for marriages. I fought for families. Whew! Seems all I did was fight!
But for today, I hang up my gloves.

I will use the rest of this year to prepare for the battles to come. I will develop new strategies to win. Won’t you join me? Focus on the fact that you still love God. Focus on the fact that you still want to live for him. Focus on the fact that in spite of your emotions, you held on. You stayed with the team You didn’t quit. That’s a great thing! You know why? I will let you in on a secret. We will always win! We are on the Lord’s side and he promised to give us the victory again and again!

Look forward to the New Year!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!

2008-12-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

One more day and it will be Christmas! The day that the world rejoiced because Jesus was born! My heart rejoices as I think about the baby boy who came to seek and to save those that were lost. That was you and that was me.

Today my children will be coming over to spend the holidays with us. One of my daughters live across the street and between the two houses laughter will be ringing out. We will all end up in one house and play games and we will have great conversation. Friends will probably drop in and out. We will have a get together tonite at my daughters house. We will have snacks and she has gifts to give to everyone who comes. Not big things but things that say, I love you and I thought about you. The grandchildren will be screaming and trying their best to stay up late. We will probably let them. I will be surrounded by people I love and those who love me. That's what the season is about; LOVE! Tomorrow we will go to Minnie's Food Pantry from 11-1 and pass out food and toys. We have already fed over 1000 families since Thanksgiving! God has blessed us to be a blessing. When and if you read this blog, know its not about the natural things you can give. A smile, a word of encouragement, a hug, things like this are forever. You are the gift! Give of yourself daily to those you come in contact with. Love them and treat them as if you will never see them again. Life is so uncertain. ON this day before Christmas, the greatest gift I will receive is the gift of family. For all these years God has blessed us to stay close and love one another. He has taught us how to resolve our differences and keep loving each other. We have vowed to keep the sense of closeness as long as we live. I love that we do this all the time. Potluck dinners, impromptu fellowship. That's the real gift that keeps on giving year in and year out. I pray that you understand; loving and being loved is more important than anything else in this world. Living for Jesus and trying to please him with our lives. Living with the expectation of spending eternity with him. That will keep us full of hope and give us the strength to keep on climbing.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

THE EVE BEFORE CHRISTMAS EVE!

2008-12-23T05:07:00.000-08:00

It's only two days until Christmas. As this reality sinks in, where are the thoughts and hearts of the people? Most are thinking of gifts they either couldn't afford to give. Or they are thinking what can I give to those on my list that would make an impression. My husband and I received a Christmas gift from Matt & Amy yesterday. It was a single coffee cake. One that we would share. I marveled as she showed me the calendar that was made for her family. Her eyes sparkled and she was glowing. I told her how wonderful it was and I was sure all would like it. How free and wonderful her spirit felt. Her mother, brother, daughter and husband were some of the faces on the calendar. Every time they check the date, they will see someone they love. How awesome is that?

I went away asking myself; are we trapped in the vicious cycle of giving extravagant gifts? Most people would think surely this is a joke. Where is my real present? But to return to the simplicity of life; how refreshing that would be! MY husband just brought me a cup of coffee. He then went back to the kitchen to make our breakfast. Gestures like this cannot be bought with dollars and cents.

Life takes us through many winding turns. OUr destiny determines the trials we must endure. Someone said the greater the ministry, the greater your trials. I always think if that's true, I'm going to rock Daniel for Jesus because I've surely had my share. I was told yesterday of a family who is suffering in the worst way. I called to see what I could do to help. Tears flowed down my cheeks as I talked. I wanted to buy them a house, but I'm doing all I can to hold on to mine. I wanted to write them a check that would help them through this rough time. But I don't have the kind of money they need. When I see a kind deed done by the wealthy, I tell my husband I would do that and more if I had the kind of money they have! I confided to my husband my lack of understanding concerning my finances. It comes so natural for me to give. My mother gave me that powerful trait and my salvation taught me how to do it unselfishly. My husband told me I couldn't take on the burdens of the world. But I still cried for lack of what I couldn't do. I thought of those who had no family to laugh with and I cried. I thought of those who had family but they were estranged because of petty differences and I cried. I thought of those who had no spouse to share life with and I cried. I thought of those who didn't have Jesus to console them and then I really wept! Because in life that is so unpredictable, Jesus is so powerful in keeping us encouraged. I declare like David. I had fainted except I believed to see the salvation of the Lord in the land of the living!

So this morning after what seemed like an eternity, (It was only half an hour) I retreated to my prayer room and I prayed. I prayed for all I cried for and I prayed and cried for all who are going through today. I asked my God to help them. I cannot bail them out but he can. I cannot give them wealth but he can. I cannot heal broken hearts but he can. I cannot restore failed relationships but he can. I cannot take away their hurts and pain but he can. God can do it all. And after all my thinking on what I didn't have to give, I realized I had the best gift in the world. The gift of my continual prayer for the people of God's world. I respond joyfully to Samuel's declaration. God forbid that I should sin in ceasing to pray for his people!

Yours in prayer,

IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-22T04:21:00.000-08:00

I came to my computer to write and let you know what a wonderful season this is. My husband walked around the corner and I felt the love rise up in my heart. It permeated my entire being. He smiled at me and I jumped up to greet him. We embraced each other and kissed each other as if it was our first time.We still act like teenagers with each other. Everyday we find more to love about each other. We are in a romance that grows with every passing moment. He is 65 and I am 62, yet our love for each other keep us young at heart. We don't know how much time we have here so we vowed to love and take care of each other and make every day together be a "great day! We refuse to let our trials overshadow the joy we have in being married to each other.

As we enter into the Christmas season, I can't help but think how wonderful it would be if everyone had a relationship like that with Jesus. If we would live as if this is our first day of salvation. Can you remember the joy and the peace that came with your salvation? I paused as I asked you that question and my day came back to me. It was 39 years ago that I walked into a church and found myself at the altar. I wanted something more than the mundane life I was living. I needed purpose in my life. I needed Jesus! He found me that day and I have loved him every since. I have trials in my life but I love Jesus! Sometimes I have pain and sorrow of heart, but I love Jesus! Many times I've felt alone, but I know he is with me and I love Jesus! I don't understand the whys of life, but oh how I love Jesus. I make each day a new adventure with him. I sing to him, I pray to him, I talk to him, I wake up telling him how much I love him and I remind him all day long how grateful I am that he chose me. Have you let the problems of life strain your relationship with Jesus? Or have you not taken the time to give your heart to him? What a wonderful gift it would be to him, if you asked him to come into your life and take control. Just give everything to him. You can trust him with your deepest secret. You can trust him to heal your broken heart. You can trust him to save your soul and keep you until the day of redemption. Don't just take my word for it; try it for yourself and watch your life change, MOMENT by MOMENT!

With the love of Jesus, I remain;

Someone Else Suffers

2008-12-20T13:34:00.000-08:00

Your sun will shine again!

When you are in a trial that seems blacker than a thousand midnights, it's so hard to hold on to the "Word of God'.
It's even harder to think that anyone really cares. But I think you should know that when you cry, your tears touch my heart and I cry with you. You probably don't even think about it, but as you wonder what your fate will be; I'm telling God to help you because I'm wondering too.

I question God for you. Why haven't they received the promise? I plead with God for you. Please God just allow them to have a season of rest and give them their hearts desire. I remind God of your faithfulness. God they have been so faithful to you; why must they continue to endure this pain.

I pray to our God that he will help me keep you encouraged. All the while I'm telling you it shall be well, I'm asking God to not let my words fall to the ground. When you're sick and I'm telling you that the word is true and by his stripes, you are healed. I go home and weep for every pain I know you feel in your body. So unexpected you show up in my thoughts and the tears flow for you. I cannot describe the strong emotions that flood my soul. But I let God's word permeate my every thought and the scriptures flow freely in my heart and in my mind. I know you will be alright because you belong to God. He will strengthen you; yes he will surely keep you from falling. You will wet your pillow and have bouts with depression. You will lament over the financial pitfalls. Being alone will make you want to scream. There will be periods that you want to pray but can't. You will want to tell someone but you won't. You will be silenced by your trial. Your lips won't part but your spirit is screaming to God for help. With natural vision you won't see that he is working things out for you. But one day "God's one day" he will lift you and turn your whole life around. One trial at a time or a total deliverance will happen. The season of rest you begged God for will finally come.

Do you wonder how I can be sure? Because in this 39 + years of walking with God, he keeps doing it for me.

Yours with travail of spirit,
Pastor

THE DAWNING OF A NEW DAY!

2008-12-08T05:35:00.001-08:00

Where do I begin? I cannot begin to describe the events of yesterday. God moved in our church service in a powerful and unusual way. As I prepared to preach the sermon God had given me, my son Artis walked up and placed money in my hand. I prayed for him as God had instructed me to when people blessed me. Before he turned to walk away, others began to come. Each one brought money with them. His one act of obedience had a domino effect. Almost the entire church came to the pulpit for prayer. I stood and ministered for over an hour to the people. I prayed for each one as the Holy Spirit put the words in my mouth for each individual need. So much hurt and pain in the hearts of God's people. I felt the weariness, yet they were holding on to God. How I love God and his people. Even the children brought money. Some had dollar bills and some brought quarters, but they too needed blessings from God. At one point, I felt I would fall from the draining. I really could feel my strength (which was God's strength) being imparted to his people. The ministers began to pray for me that God would hold me up and he did. I never got to preach my sermon. It was entitled, "What Shall I Give"? coming from Psalm 116 but God had other plans. And how excellent his plans are. His people were healed, filled with his spirit, released from bondage, and only he (God) knows what else happened. I am so thankful to know how to follow the lead of God. My husband took me out the service and got me home. I had to go to bed because I was so weak! I laid down around 2pm and went in and out of sleep. Every time I woke up I would speak in tongues and praise God for manifesting himself in such a great way. I didn't rise until 4:30am this morning. I know the saints were praying for me because I felt the restoring power of God in my body and in my spirit. Thank you Jesus! Let me encourage you. NO matter where you are in life, God is in control. He will not suffer you to fall! We must go through trials and experience heartaches, but be assured that each one will benefit you and those who surround you. Yield yourself to the perfect will of God and watch him transform your life. We were chosen that his power and his glory would be manifested. So glorify him people of God and watch us change the world!

Blessings,

WHILE ON THE WAY TO MY DESTINY!

2008-10-15T03:34:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile but I am back! While on my way to my destiny, God allowed me to meet Brenda. (CJ's friend) She opened her mouth and God spoke to my spirit. What a word and a freeing he spoke to my soul through her. I saw God in the business world like never before. God has been preparing me for the next phase of my life. It wasn't an accidental meeting with Brenda but God planned it. She should have left yesterday, but decided to spend the night and leave today. This is what he did. He put a you must needs go to my servant Minnie's house in CJ and she brought her to my house. Normally I start the conversations. But I asked her right away to tell me her story. As she starting speaking, I heard God! I literally changed while listening to God speak. It was her face, her mouth, her vocal cords, but God's voice! It is so amazing how he (God) can plant a seed and suddenly, you are on your way with a new mind and determination. I don't know what challenges you have faced in your life, but I can tell you to keep God first and he will get you through it all. He is so awesome. He woke me up at 3 AM with instructions for my life and my ministry and for my business. He told me my new direction and how to get there. What joy flooded my soul as I lay listening to his voice. It is both a privilege and a blessing to have God talk to you and you actually know his voice. The scripture is real. My sheep know my voice. It may take us awhile to distinguish between our own voice, Satan's voice and the voices of the people in your life. But once you get it, run with it and watch how you begin to flow in his will. I love the Lord soooooo much! He is my everything. I apologized to him for not using this gift that he gave me. It won't happen ever again. I am so changed God told me to preach it and write a book. Look for this title real soon in your book stores real soon or available through DayStar. I will keep you posted.

With great excitement,

COLOR ME EUPHORIC!

2008-07-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

God is taking me through a season. I have claimed freedom for years and I am now experiencing the real joy of it. I know that God won't kill his people over every mistake. I don't mean you can continue committing willful sins, but when you are overtaken in a fault, Jesus really is our advocate. I have lived under the watchful and sometimes critical eye of others. I myself was one of them who judged everyone more by the way I thought it should go. I realize how detrimental it is to rightly divide the word of truth. I also understand if you mislead the people you need the courage to admit you were wrong. I now understand that you can get so deep in this, that you go on more of what you think than what the Word of God says. We created our own Mishna Laws and sent everyone to hell who thought differently! I've already asked God for forgiveness of that. We can judge but it must be righteously. I've allowed people to make decisions for me that I didn't necessarily think was right, but trusted them instead of using my own judgment. You must receive this next statement in the light of how it given. As being a Pastor, I thought I had to convince the people to do what I told them. Even though I preach from the bible, yet each one is allowed to make up their mind. About 15 years ago I asked God to help me just to preach the truth and then pray that the hearers will hear as the learned! That has worked so wonderfully for me. I know how to let people go. I also know how to let them come back, if they desire to. As I write this, I realize now I must write a book for other pastors that will experience what I have gone through and am going through. But I know if I go on vacation, it doesn't mean that I don't love God. I know if I take a day off and decide not to answer my phone, that doesn't make me a bad pastor. I know I don't have to give people my rent money and believe God for mine just to prove how saved I am. I know as long as you dress in modest apparel, God is pleased. I know that you can wear jewelry such as a necklace or earrings and not burn in hellfire and brimstone. I know I can love my husband and call him sweetheart in the pulpit and that doesn't make me improper. After all, he is my sweetheart! I have served God faithfully for over (38) years. I praise him for that. I love God so much. He is now showing me that I was my worst enemy. I am so hard on myself and I've got to stop that now! God told me last week to live and enjoy what he created and what he has already given me. You should do that too! I now take pictures of the things my husband grows. I have gotten so many messages from the plants we have! It is so much joy to not worry about what "the people" will say. I preached a message over 10 years ago entitled, "Lord, deliver me from the people"! I think I'm almost there. Now I also realize that I could have gotten my wealth for the ministry years ago. But I will start tomorrow to chart my course to financial freedom God's way. I think I will share that on my blog. Stay tuned . . . .

Yours, in newness of life,

Are you Ready?

2008-07-19T13:12:00.000-07:00

What an opportunity we have today! There are so many areas we can serve. I was in a Red CRoss Class today. It is called RWTTC. That stands for "Ready when the time comes". As our instructor taught, I made a comment that the Red Cross took it's guidelines from the bible. For instance, their number one value was accountability. God wants us to be accountable to him and to one another. We are responsible for our actions. The second was collaboration. It is very important for church members to work as a team. Without it, there will be confusion in the church. And God is not the author of confusion. We must respect the "levels of authority" , and interface with each of them before we take action. The third was commitment. If we aren't committed to serving God and winning souls, we will be a poor example of a christian. The bible tells us to be faithful unto death. That's a serious commitment right? The fourth was trustworthiness. Can God trust you? Are you dependable in the area of service you were called? Are you excited about what you do for God? The fifth and final was humanitarianism. If we don't have compassion and care about humanity, we cannot successfully serve the people.

Back to the name of the group RWTTC. The bible says be ye also ready for you know not the day nor hour when the Lord will return. We must stay watchful and prayerful that we will redeem the time the Lord has allotted to us on this earth. What a wonderful opportunity to share the plan of salvation. It's a greater privilege to live for him and to serve him. The fact that God loved us enough to allow his son to die for us is awesome. But if we plan to spend eternity with him, we must prepare daily so we can be ready to go back with him when he comes. What is amazing is I checked my email when I returned home from the class today. We don't even have our badges yet but we had received our first alert from Red Cross. We could be deployed in the next week. How about the harvest truly is plenteous, but the laborers are few. Who knew? Just that quick. We could be called! So it is with Jesus; in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, we could be caught up to meet the Lord in the air. Are you ready? I hope so. I would love to see you there!

I Give You Blue Skies Today!

2008-07-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning with a great sense of thankfulness to God. I have been going through so many emotions. There seem to be such a demand on my life. Last night and this morning I felt overwhelmed. I came to my office and kneeled to pray. That's what works for me. I rose up from prayer and sat at me desk and looked at the card my sister gave me. It says God has more for you. I looked at the angel my daughter gave me and it says, the Lord is counting on you. How can I not make it? In my prayer I was thanking God for the scripture that says I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me. Praise God! Can you imagine failing in anything when the power of God is doing the work? Of course not! So today and always let the word build you up. Don't allow our enemy, Satan to depress you with his negative thoughts. Cast them down and decree what the word says about us and our life. We are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

So for today, I share my blue sky with you. It doesn't matter if it rains or if the day is cloudy. You have my blue sky! The clouds will serve as a covering for you. It will shield you from the pain that life sometimes bring. You can stare at my sky and get lost in the wonders and majesties of God. Let your cares go up and be hidden behind the clouds. Today I speak into your life. I speak peace, I speak laughter, I speak joy, I speak strength and I speak trust. This will get you through your day. And now by the grace of God, I beseech you be joyful in this day!

Blessings,

What a Fellowship!

2008-07-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

Today I am taking a moment to thank God for the congregation he gave me to pastor. The people of DayStar Deliverance Ministry are the most awesome people! I don't say that just because I am there. But I realize they have friends in other churches. Some of them are the "mega churches", yet they stay with me. They are talented intelligent people who would be an asset to any church, but they stay with me. Our church building is not sufficient for all we want to do for God. As a matter of fact, I am looking for a building now. Our lease is about to be up and it is time to move on. I know not where, but God always comes through for us. Some have been with me over 30 years. I have preached the word and they have trusted God. None of us have received all the things we desire of God, yet they keep trusting. I keep reminding them that the word is true and God always keep his promises. And they keep believing and holding on. Thank you God for people who love you and who are faithful to you. Thank you for people who really live a saved life. Thank you for a praying people. Please let your people see the things they have believed you for come to pass. Today God I pray for all those who have trusted you, send them a season of rest!

Your chocolate child,

It's Coming!

2008-07-01T01:20:00.000-07:00

God is such a faithful God! You need to know that. These are the times that try men's soul. There are so many heartaches and disappointments in life. Maybe to the best of your ability you have trusted God for all things. You hear testimonies, you see his blessings and wonder why they haven't happened to you. Let me encourage you. I have lived for God over 38 years and I have had my share of sorrows. There are times when I declare to God, I must see your power now. Have you ever told that to God? Maybe you didn't think he answered your prayer. But if as you read this, you still love him, he answered! If you are still faithful in serving him, he answered! If you still believe his word, he answered! It doesn't always come at the time we want or in the way we expect, but it comes. Your despair turns to joy without anything in your life changing. How did that happen? Your spirit inside and the word you hid in your heart came forth to lift you up, I want to see God do all that he promised. I've seen it in the lives of others so many times. I know he answers prayer because I get so many testimonies from people who I prayed for. Whether it's healing or finance or salvation. You name it and God does it. So I know he answers prayer. I have no answers as to why I haven't received the wealth of the world. I know all the silver and the gold belongs to God. I'm his child so I must continue to believe that I'll get mine. One wealth I have is the strength to trust God and rejoice with them that rejoice! Ever had someone take the credit for what God has done through you? Of course you have! We all have. But the records in Heaven are clear! The recording angels made no mistake and God won't either. Rejoice with me that he (God) beholds the good and the evil. So as he tells us to do, he will give honor where honor is due! I seek not my own honor but I want God to be glorified. So I will not be weary in well doing. Nor will I faint in this the times of my adversity. My God's name is God! He is the not unrighteous to forget your labor of love. Keep reminding yourself of that. Who knows? The windows of Heaven could be opening for us right now and we could be on the brink of getting those things that we won't have room enough to receive! That means we will be able to share with others who are facing difficult times. So let's praise him and speak a word in due season to those who are weary today. Look for a change!

Blessings,

The Unexpected!

2008-06-28T12:05:00.000-07:00

It's June already! The year will soon be gone. How are doing on your goals for the year? You did set some didn't you? I have accomplished many things I set out to do for this year. I am writing more than ever trying to finish the books that I believe will be a blessing to the readers. I started a bible college and I am working on a Doctorate Degree. I opened a gift shop and I am trying to get that started by Tuesday. I still have to do all my pastoral work so that I may continue to bring a fresh word to my congregation. I get exhausted just thinking about what I am doing. Truly I have to keep my mind stayed on Jesus and claim the promise of the word. "Thou will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee, because he trusts in thee. " I also must truly exclaim, I had fainted except I believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living! Where ever you are in your walk, trust God to give you strength to hold on. This is truly a time where there is a great falling away. I have served God faithfully and I am waiting to see the promises fulfilled in my life. I feel my blessing could come any moment so I continue to press on.

I have worked since 7:30 this morning non-stop. It is now 2:17 and I need to take a break. I was doing frames upstairs and I wanted to finish at least 3 more to take to the store Tuesday. Maybe you're thinking that's not many. But I write the saying, print it out and then find artwork to add so that it will be enhanced. {It doesn't help that I'm a perfectionist} Finally, I find the right size frame. My husband painstakingly removed glass {2 pieces} from an old frame I bought. It was perfect for my project. I had already visualized how great it was going to look. So I cleaned the glasses and I then printed the writing I wanted to put in there. That took about 45 minutes to do. I walked back upstairs to prepare to mount the print and tripped and stepped back and heard a crack. I had broke the glass. Of course I had to clean that up before I could get started again. The glass was special sized so I will have to have another one cut. That was so unexpected! It made it seem as if my day was shot. Is that how you feel when things go wrong? Don't fret over mistakes you make. It's simply called life and it happens to all of us. My husband just came around the corner and told me Lash Larue and Fuzzy Q Jones was coming on. He doesn't want to watch that old western alone. You know what? I am shutting down everything and going to join him. I rise early, so in the morning I will have my time with God and get ready for church. And now I believe that when I return to the project, God will have given me fresh ideas and it will look better than it would have earlier. That's what you call defeating the enemy. Try it the next time something unravels in your life. You'll see that it works!

The Final Stretch!

2008-06-23T12:26:00.000-07:00

I know it's been said thousands of times! When I came to God over thirty-eight years ago, they were preaching Jesus is soon to come! After God called me into the ministry, I have preached and witnessed to many people, telling them to get your house in order because he is coming soon. As I look now and see the signs of the times being fulfilled, I know his coming is sooner than any of us can imagine. I look at people who are contemplating leaving God and I pray hard for them. The word is so real. In Ecclesiastes 8:11 it says; " because sentence against an evil work is not executed speedily, therefore the heart of the sons of men is fully set in them to do evil. " In trying to encourage others to hold on to God I hear so many times, but what about Brother Nameless. Look what he is doing and nothing has happened to him. This is why the Psalmist said, fret not thyself because of evil doers. All of us will one day be judged and when we do, we don't want to hear the words bind him hand and feet and cast him into outer darkness where there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. So my friends stay encouraged and keep doing the Lord's will. Don't let anything deter you from your goal. I say like Paul, I reckon that the suffering of this present time is not worthy to be compared to the glory that shall be revealed in us. I'll see you at the meeting place. I'll be the one with the big smile shouting and praising God!

Using The Word!

2008-06-23T11:50:00.000-07:00

Today there are a lot of prayers to be prayed for the people of God. Satan is on his job as usual; working overtime without complaining! He is using his main man fear to cause depression to those who have trusted God for all their needs. But we must do as the word says. It tells us to cast down imaginations and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God {2nd Cor. 10:5a} When we are warring against Satan and even our own flesh, you know how we can imagine the worst case scenario. But we must say (and might I suggest saying it out loud!) Because of God's love for me, I am a more than a conquerer. I will cast down fear, poverty, sickness, and anything that is contrary to the Word of God. I have everything I need to make it in life and godliness because it is written!!

Fight To The Finish!

2008-06-20T16:58:00.000-07:00

Before and After:

Yesterday was very tiring. I still woke up with the determination to finish my room. Order had to be restored. It took me all day but I did it. What a great sense of accomplishment I felt. Now I have everything back in order. When I get ready to write, I will know where to find everything. I am very exhausted but I am so thankful to God that I finished! It really was a fight because so many things were competing for my attention. I took two breaks to speak with my family. First I talked with my girls on 3 way for awhile but then I told them I had to get back to work. My husband fixed a good breakfast for me and boy that proved to be so beneficial. It supplied me with the energy I needed to keep going. Then my son called and I talked briefly with him. I try to never be too busy for my family. It is always refreshing to speak with them. Each of them always have something wonderful to say to me. At about 5:00PM my son Gerald called and I spoke with him for a few moments. I was on the final stretch so we didn't talk long. At about 6:15 I was hooking up the vacuum cleaner to finish up. I kept music going all day on the computer so my spirit would stay high. Now I am finished and once again I praise the Lord! But I am totally exhausted. I am going to shut everything down and go to bed. But I am already excited to know that when I enter my office in the morning, once again I have a place for everything and everything is in its place.

Never Could Have Made It

2008-06-19T18:30:00.000-07:00

This is my testimony. I love the Lord with all my heart and soul. Press the play button and may the song uplift your spirit. Do you have a song that makes you go into a worship? If so please share it wth me. Who wrote it? Why does it mean so much to you? I look forward to reading your post.

Organize Your Life! -{Books, books, everywhere}

2008-06-19T13:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I paused for a moment to examine the books for the Bible College that I am starting. I received 3 boxes of books and tapes. I realized I didn't have enough shelf space to store all these books. But I was so excited that I told my husband to open all the boxes and set them in my office. The problem was since I was also starting a gift store at my church, my floor was already cluttered with the books I was sorting. He set them in the hall. It was a church night and I also had to finish preparing my sermon. {Too many projects at one time!} The one chair I keep in my office was full of books and I thought I'll hide everything in the closet. I opened the closet and it was already full! My daughter was working on this web site for me so she called to get information. I stopped and started looking for what she needed. After much searching I found it. But I told her cluttered closets and shelves will produce a cluttered life. Normally I am a very organized and meticulous type person. My motto has always been, A place for everything and everything in it's place. (you have to trust me on this) How in the world did this room get like this? It is really no mystery. I started laying mail on my desk and when that got full, I transferred it to the closet and on and on. I was too busy and it was always tomorrow for sure, I must organize. Three weeks went by and tomorrow never came. I walked to my office this morning and realized today is the day. I started the day at 7AM and it is now 5:46PM and I'm not nearly done. But I will not stop until order is restored. Then I will begin to go through the manual to start setting up the school.

As I worked, I noticed a book on the floor that says Decently In Order! That's what God wants from us. We cannot allow the things of the world to clutter our hearts. If we fail to pray, read our bible, take time to encourage someone and yes take time to refresh ourselves, our heart will become cluttered. You won't be able to find love when you need it or forgiveness or kindness or any fruit of the spirit. So I'm shutting down now and tomorrow I will pick up where I left off. And though tired I may be, when I finish this task and order is restored it will help me to be about my Father's business! Start removing the clutter in your life today. If you've gone awhile without keeping things in order, it may take awhile. But trust me, you'll get there and when you do the gratification you feel will be worth it all.

Blessings,

Meet God's Agent

2008-06-18T12:23:00.000-07:00

I have been spirit-filled for 37 years and I love God with all my heart. I only want to do his will and please him all the days of my life. This is why even though the bible spoke of this time, I cannot imagine why anyone would walk away from a high standard of living. No matter how hard the trial or the test! I have read for years things that would happen in the last days. I wonder why am I so surprised to see it. I can see that the scripture " In those days there was no king in Israel; every man did that which was right in his own eyes. ( Judges 17:2 and Judges 21:25 ) This is just as real today as it was when this scripture was written. Everyone has become a scholar in the word. It is so easy for members of a church to challenge the authority of a pastor. There is clearly a lack of respect. If your gospel doesn't fit the lifestyle they choose to live, they will leave and find a place that agree with what they want. I think of how I am like the Apostle Paul and will continue to be. He proclaimed in a farewell letter that he had held nothing back that was profitable for the people. (Acts 20:17-38) This is very good reading for a pastor. In my early ministry, some well meaning pastors told me not to teach the people as much as I knew. They said they would turn on me and it would be to my detriment. I must admit, I have had that happen to me over the years, but I still choose to share what I know. I won't always be here and I want to instill in the hearts of everyone I can to hold fast to the word of God and not be swayed. Paul told his son Timothy to commit the gospel to faithful men so they could teach others. I must do that. I trust that this year will reap a mighty harvest for the workers of God. Whatever area we work in, we must strive for excellence. We must pray harder than ever before and believe in our prayers and the God who will answer them. I recently made changes in my ministry. I was brought up believing that anyone( women) who wore pants, make-up, jewelry, wigs weren't saved and would go to hell. After agonizing over this and searching the scriptures, I came to the conclusion this wasn't true. There were so many in my congregation and some visitors that said they liked my ministry but couldn't stand the standards and they left. But after moving these restrictions, (honestly speaking, I periodically agonize over this decision) they are still leaving. What I found out is that when a person is ready to move on, they look for reasons. I know now that I am only preaching the word. Not man-made rules but what God said. I am digging in deeper in God trying to get the saints rooted and grounded in faith. The truth is with all this, I don't know how many will leave my church. No pastor really does. It seems as if they are going out in droves. I know the bible said in the last days there would be a great falling away, but I trust not all of them will be falling from the church I pastor! I long for someone to talk to that has or is experiencing this same thing, but I have found no one. I have been told by many pastors to just preach and let the people do what they want. But in my understanding of the word, God requires his leaders to enforce his word in the church. I don't want Ichabod wrote over my door! So I talk to God and He strengthens, comforts, and sustains me. For now and always if need be, that will be enough!

I must close with the graciousness of God toward me. My children has stood with me and I know it hasn't been easy for them either. But they have been there for me. I also have a team of women who have stood with me and prayed for me continually. And the greatest part of my congregation has been there for me. They all encourage me in every way they know how; and for this, I am thankful!

Heaven - I hope to see you there

2008-06-18T12:18:00.000-07:00

I am remembering when I gave my heart to God. Holiness was new to me and I didn't understand the bible. When I heard my pastor preach that God would come as a thief in the night, I became worried that I might sleep through it. I prayed and asked God to please don't let me sleep through the rapture and end up in hell. I am sure I have given God many humorous moments. But he is so mindful of his people. That night I went to sleep and God visited me. I felt my body soaring upward and I ended up in Heaven. I will understand if you think I'm crazy, but it did happen! I saw Jesus and Paul and Daniel and many others. I knew them by name. Jesus began to tell me how I was going to do a great work for him. I was so happy about that. As we effortlessly covered Heaven, I saw all the marvelous sights. Oh my God. Heaven is beautiful! Then we started toward one of the gates and Jesus said to me, you must go back and finish the work on earth that I gave you to do. Immediately I protested and told the son of God no way! What if I can't get back? I am going to stay! He told me you will be back because you will love me and serve me all the days of your life. And with that, I was descending downward at a rapid speed. I felt my spirit hit my body and I looked around and I was back in my bed. I thought oh no! I ran to my sister's room, (she was living with me at the time), I wanted to share my experience with her. She began to scream and tell me to get out of her room. I kept coming toward her and she told me she would fight me if I came closer. I backed away wondering what was wrong. When she finally came out of her room, she rounded the corner to the living room where I was and peeped around the corner. It was then she told me I had a bright light around me and she couldn't stand to look at me. That light was from the presence of God. Glory to his name! I told her my experience and we laughed , cried,and praised God for being so mindful. That happened in October of 1969. It is now January 2008 and I love God so much more. Last night I preached, "Don't Ever Stop Loving God"! In this life there will be many things that will come to shake your faith in him. Things that are beyond our understanding such as the death of a loved one. Maybe financial ruin. It could be not finding a spouse. Betrayals, being barren, and the list goes on. Satan uses these trials to make us think that God doesn't answer prayer.God uses trials to make us! He (Satan) shows us people who don't even try to serve God and how well they are prospering. Read the Psalm of Asaph (Psalm 73). It is highly encouraging to people of God. He said his feet had almost slipped watching their prosperity. But after he went to church, God showed him their end and that strengthened him to go on. Also Psalm 37 is a good chapter to read for encouragement to stay saved. If we dwell too long on anything, it will get into our hearts and we will act on it. Since I know the word, when a situation bothers me , I call for my help. All my help comes from the Lord! I ask God not to let it enter into my heart because it will take root and destroy me. The word says keep your hearts with all diligence for out of it are the issues of life.(Proverbs 4:23) The key is to daily fill your heart with the word and keep a prayerful heart. Thirty-seven years has passed. I was 23 years old when I came to God and I am now 62 years old. I have lost houses, cars, finances, friends, family, at times my reputation has suffered. Well now that I think about it, all the time! lol! My heart has been broken so many times and boy it hurts! I have lost my mother, my brother, my husband , and many friends to death. I have been sick unto death, but the Lord raised me up. I have felt alone, abandoned, unloved, bewildered, and when God decides to test my faith by withdrawing a little bit from me, all I can say is well what else Jesus? But when nothing is making sense, I love the Lord! When my understanding is sub-zero, I love the Lord. When I can't feel his presence as I desire, I love the Lord! I am so thankful that he told me I would love him and serve him all the days of my life. I have treasured that down through the years. And since God cannot lie, I know however long I have left it will be spent doing the will of God. I would love to have the experience of being caught up in the air. Wow! That would be awesome. Wherever you are in your spiritual walk, just hold on. Heaven will be worth it. I hope to see you there!

Living a life of Purpose

2008-06-18T12:14:00.000-07:00

Meet Eric Lobias Hawthorne Jr.! My grandson. His expression a few hours after his arrival seemed to say; hmmm, what am I doing here? What is going to happen to me now? Who are these people? Little does he know that God already has his destiny planned. That day he was surrounded by his parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles, and a host of well wishers were in and out to see him. These would be the chosen that would help shape his life. It is so wonderful to see the plan of God in action. If only we would follow his plan, we would avoid much heartache and pain. There are things we must go through that we may learn how to please our creator. But many things we face is simply because we aborted the plan of God and chose our own destiny. God said in Jeremiah 29:11 I know the plans I have for you. My thoughts are to give you peace and to give you the things you are expecting from me. What is so hard about that? I'll tell you. We get impatient and we find it hard to believe some of the things that God has planned for us. My pastor told us ministers that the way we treated him, if we were ever called to be pastors, the congregation would treat us the same way. Boy was I good to him! Though I never thought I would be a pastor. I didn't even know women preached. And if I wasn't sure of my purpose, I wouldn't preach. Most people tell me I am out of the will of God. Never mind that souls are being saved, healed and delivered. That doesn't count because I am a woman. That's another lesson for another time. Here are a few things you should know if you are going to find your purpose and live it with passion.

1. Find your purpose by seeking God. He will reveal it to you.

2. Develop a conviction to fulfill your purpose.

3. Don't allow anyone to deter you.

4. Ask God to give you a warrior spirit and make you a soldier for "his purpose."

5. Read and study daily to fuel your inner man.

There are many other things to do but this will get you started. Paul on the Damascus road encountered Jesus. He immediately asked "Who art thou Lord and what will thou have me to do?" He wisely recognized a supreme and powerful God and decided at that time to

obey him. It would be awesome if we asked God that when we get saved and follow his plan until we die. Paul suffered many things in order to fulfill the purpose God had for him. It probably seemed to Paul as if something wasn't right. I mean come on, the man got beat up, stoned, snake bit, did jail time, was shipwrecked ridiculed and the list goes on. His friends forsook him. It was too much drama in his life. They wanted an easier life. But Paul knew his purpose. I know many pastors who started out and life got hard. They decided God changed his mind and told them to do something else. Maybe they just didn't hear God right the first time I don't know. Anyway, I know my purpose. God called me to preach, teach and establish. He called me to a life of servanthood and I love it! I love my church and my job. I love the people that God trusted me with! It gets hard but I love it. My passion for ministry is renewed today. I am called to invest in lives and help others in their ministry. This year I am going to launch new and greater ministries for God. He will both finance his work and give me the courage to do it. I will publish my books. I will bring churches in that we may join together and win souls for God. As I prayed today I asked God to make this the year of salvation and save souls like never before. I pray that this will be a year of return. That those who walked away from God will come back and serve him with a fervent spirit! Glory to God! Someone always comes up with a slogan to rhyme with the year. Mine will be salvation is great in 2oo8! I expect the supernatural and the miracles to be present in the lives of the people of God! I expect to be given the wisdom to perform my calling. I expect the finance to come in for the support of the ministry. The bible says he will bless us to get wealth. Come on Jesus! We promise to do the right thing! Finally, I expect every time I walk in my church to feel his Holy Spirit and the anointing permeate the entire building and that it will be filled with his glory. I expect convictions to take place in the hearts of the people and they will be filled in all parts of the service. The bible says Jesus Christ the same yesterday, today and forever! It also says we shall whatsoever we say. My advice to you today; SAY ON!

Friendship

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Friendship is one of the greatest blessings in the world. I treasure true relationships with others. But the greatest friendship any of us can have is friendship with God! What a privilege it is to be able to talk to our divine creator. Because of Abraham's trust in God, he was called the "friend of God"! What a title for God to bestow upon a natural man.

The greatest way to know God is to read His word and study his character. Pour out our hearts openly unto and ask his help in doing his will. I am privileged to have had a relationship with God for over 37 years and I am looking forward to the adventures I will share with him for the next 37 years! That would make me be 92! I know he will take me into the deeper things he has. In fact, he is already doing that. I recently had several bouts with things that were happening in my church. Instead of growing, we were falling off and that troubled me deeply. Partly because some who left were those who you thought would be there forever. You have to know who I am in order to understand this next statement. I pour my heart, soul, and finances into everyone who comes into my church. Especially when God tells me they are to be an integral part of my ministry. I hold absolutely nothing from them. I become transparent for them to see, THE REAL ME! The trouble comes when they decide to no longer be a part of my ministry. Well the fleshly part of me says how dare they! After all I have done. How can they take everything I taught them and go somewhere else and make it seem that after changing churches, they are now growing and doing spectacular? Thank God I have learned to wait on the spiritual me. I have prayed like crazy to God and asked him to help me to overcome even this. After all, people left Jesus so hello Ms. natural woman, what about you? At this point I now am able to deal with the aftermath. Last night at the women's meeting, boy did we regroup. The women are pumped to work for God and so am I. The most wonderful thing after last night, I realized that my greatest friend, ( his name is Jesus), was still with me and was about to let His Holy Spirit explode in me. So that is the importance of knowing God. You know that whatever happens in life he is going to lift you higher and take you to another level. I just got promoted and I thank God for those who helped me get here. Did you know that the more trials you go through, the better you know God? That is if you talk to him and keep getting his directions, you will understand that life is a series of ups and downs. You will also understand that your life is like a revolving door. People will come in and go out. They will come in and bring joy and sometimes they will go out and leave pain. But you are blessed for it because you learn more how to forgive and let go. You learn to overcome the pain and keep silent until your spirit is able to speak. I love God sooooo much and I know he loves me. At my meeting last night someone told me I was so highly energetic and that my smile was bright and warm. Want to know my secret? I know God in the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of his suffering. I know him as a way maker, a healer, a burden bearer, a financial advocate, and the list goes on and on. But the thing I treasure mostly is I know him as my friend. It's not too late for you. Get started on your journey of becoming one of the many friends of God!

Commitment

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I am sure that you have already set goals for this year. If you are like me, you are striving for excellence in every area of your life. The only way to be sure to reach them is to commit yourself to the tasks it will take to accomplish them. The one thing I know is a foundation must be set and carefully laid to go higher in God. Lay your foundation and build your dreams on the word!

Sometimes it seems as if you aren't getting anywhere, but trust me, God is working in your life. If you follow him and never lose faith in him, he will bring it to pass. I am embarking on my writing career and I will be published this year. Also I will preach his word to more people than on last year. Wherever you are in life and no matter what disappointments you have endured. If you are reading this you still have a chance. What are you waiting for? Get busy for God now!

Keep Loving God

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The World Didn't Stop

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Are you a work-aholic, or a perfectionist. Do you take time out for yourself to enjoy life, or are you like that commercial "I AM A WOMAN", where the woman did it all - washed clothes, fed the kids, was at work before 9 and was there for her man. I get tired just thinking about those tasks - a woman's job is never done. Read this e-book and learn how to relax!!! This book is a short read and trust me, the world won't stop because you are taking a book break. Go ahead click on the link and buy it now for $5.00.

A Moment From Me

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Life is made up of moments, and this moment belongs to me!

Ideas

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There are Good ideas and God ideas..... Giving is Both
Pastor Minnie Ewing

Pastor Minnie Ewing

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Minnie Ewing is a pastor, published author and life coach. She received her masters degree in theology from CLST, Christian Life School of Theology. She has received numerous accolades from Evangelist of the Year to a proclamation that recognizes October 12th as Minnie Hawthorne- Ewing Day.

Pastor Ewing has served on the advisory council for the city where she recommended laws for legislation. She has been the member of several organizations including Writers Guild and the National Women’s Business Association. She was recognized as Who’s Who in Religion and she constantly uses her life to prepare God’s people for the kingdom. With her radiant smile and her for me to live is Christ and to die is gain, her writings will penetrate your heart and challenge the reader to search their soul. Her motives are clear, she has to preach and write the uncompromising gospel.

Pastor Ewing writes about the holy spirit and she pours her wisdom into her writings. Her first book, Here we go Again Lord, is a powerful heartfelt novel that gives readers a transparent look into the life of a pastor’s wife and the spirit and integrity of family and family life with all its joys and hardships. Her other works include The World Didn’t Stop, Dear God, Letter’s to God, The Book of Psalms and Moments that Belong to Me.

Pastor Ewing currently serves as the pastor of DayStar Deliverance Ministry in Richardson, Texas. She is the founder of The Touch Ministry, a non-profit organization. Today Pastor Ewing is a full-time pastor and writer. She is the proud mother of seven children, Robert, Gerald, Tony, Cheryl, Eric, Lynette and Darius. She and her husband Nathaniel Ewing reside in Plano, Texas.

Something to sip on....

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It's so easy to talk about the other side, until you are on the other side.
Lynette Shofner

Here we go again, Lord

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I am sharing the first chapter of my book, Here we go again, Lord. It seemed as though all hell broke lose when I decided to give my life to Christ. Here we go again, Lord details everything that happened in my life "AFTER" I said "YES" to Christ. If you enjoy the first chapter, you can download the entire ebook now for $10.00!

Chapter I: An Experience with God

The search in my life for genuine happiness had proved to be a fruitless one. Like so many others, I pretended to possess a peace that I didn’t have. If you had asked some of my friends who thought they knew me so well. They would probably describe me as a person who had everything. So many times they would express a desire to be just like me. If they only knew that I was just as lonely and disconsolate as they were. Many times I would cry without really understanding myself why I was crying. In torment I would question myself and wonder if there were such a thing as reality, or were we destined to pass through this world only pretending? I longed for friends who would accept the real me and not expect perfection from me at all times. However, much to my dismay, my questions remained unanswered. So the pretensions went on and so did I, merely existing in this world. There was an insatiable desire in me that would not let me accept my present state as really living.

So in my futile search for joy, I met a wonderful man and after a brief courtship, we were married. This seemed to be the ultimate joy! Here I was, a mixed up woman and all of a sudden things began to fall in place. My husband would stop at nothing to please me. He showered me with expensive dresses, a new home, a new car, and love for me shone through his eyes. Yet after only a few months of this beautiful marriage, my heart was still longing. As time went on, beautiful children were born to us and was I proud of my family. My relatives all shared the opinion that I, the youngest of three children had far succeeded all of them. I didn’t dare tell them my deepest thoughts. I was still unhappy! I was beginning to wonder was I a psychiatric case? Why couldn’t I be satisfied? Oh my God, what would become of me?

So on a Saturday afternoon in despair, I cried to God for help. I had gone as far as I could go. At 23 years old, I felt I no longer had a reason to live; yet I was afraid to die! I told my sister of my fears and she immediately related her experience of two weeks ago. She told me how God had filled her with the Holy Ghost. It all sounded strange to me, but at this point I was willing to try anything! Sunday morning I went to church. Maybe you’re wondering why I didn’t think of that before, but most of my friends were churchgoers and they were no better off than I was! While listening to the sermon, I began to experience a strange feeling. This man preached so intensely that without realizing it, tears had begun to flow from my eyes. I had always been known for my poise and dignity, but somehow that didn’t matter to me now. Here I was in the midst of a strange congregation, I knew no one except my sister who sat beside me, but I felt no embarrassment for my tears.

As this man continued his sermon, he began to talk on things that were happening in my life. I thought within myself, he doesn’t know me. But God knew I was there! I was amazed at this thorough knowledge of the scriptures. I had never heard a man speak like this one. To look upon him, you could see the boldness of a lion, the wisdom of a serpent, and the gentleness of a lamb. Finally he concluded his message and instantaneously I was on my feet. Being motivated by a power greater than mine, I found myself standing before a man I had never met before, but felt I could share my greatest problems with. I began to ask God to fill my soul with his Spirit.

Then it happened! Just as unexpected as snow in June, it happened! The next minutes of my life were almost indescribable. Such a joy flooded my soul. My heart felt pure and a tingling sensation overtook me. I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, to run or stand still. I began to hug everyone around me. Love overshadowed my heart. I was born again! Oh how I loved these people. It was as if I had known them all my life. They were God’s people! Needless to say, I united with that church, I belonged there.

Two weeks later, my husband received the same experience. Little did we realize the impact salvation would have on our lives. The things of the world no longer mattered to us. We dedicated ourselves to God and promised to serve Him fervently all the days of our lives. After this dedication, the encounters we began to have is what prompted me to write, “Here we go again Lord!

DayStar Members

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I have a wonderful church family. I will tell you more about them in my upcoming spotlight posts.

Sisters of Savings

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My daughters are awesome. Visit their website at www.sistersofsavings.com

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Welcome to It's Original!
Minnie & Nathaniel Ewing

"YOUNIQUE"
ONE OF A KIND GIFTS

It’s Original boutique has a younique selection of merchandise to purchase. Stop by the boutique for additional selections.

DEAR GOD PRODUCTS
BOOKS & BIBLES
FRAMED ARTWORK
HAND-MADE OCCASION BOTTLES & INVITATIONS
GREAT BARGAINS

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Thank you for shopping at our on-line store. If you are in the area of Richardson, TX we would love for you to stop by. The boutique is opened the 2nd Saturday of each month from 10:30 AM—12:30 PM.

Directions: Take Interstate 75 to Richardson, TX. Exit Campbell Road (#26). Go west for 1.5 miles and turn left at Nantucket. The boutique is located in the shopping center behind CVS Pharmacy.

635 W. Campbell Road, Suite 201
Richardson, TX 75080
Phone: (972) 480-0200

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Dear God T-Shirts

Dear God T-shirts are available in a variety of colors and sizes and with short or long sleeves. We also offer different sayings on the back, your choice of screen printing or embroidery, and your choice of two font options.

NOTE: FOR SILK-SCREEN T-SHIRTS, YOU MUST ORDER 10 OR MORE WITH THE SAME SAYING.

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Short-Sleeve Silk Screened T-Shirts

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NOTE: the largest size for the t-shirts is 3X for short sleeves unless noted otherwise. Pricing listed is per item, but for silk screen t-shirts, you MUST order 10 or more with the same saying.

Saying on Back:
A. Did you hear me? Just checking!
I'm glad you know what you're doing because I sure
don't!
Did you say NO?

B. Just want to tell you how much I love You!
Loves Ya!
Loves Ya!

C. Thanks for listening
Thanks for not telling anyone else
You’re Great!

D. How many times did you say to forgive?
Oh, I can do that
Wait, did you still expect me to talk to them?

E. Thank you for your son, Jesus Christ!
Because of Him all things are possible!

T-Shirt sayings for a young person:

F. Did you really say beat them with the rod?
Can you hide me?
Can you talk to my parents please!

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Framed Artwork

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While I Was On The Way To My Destiny
This writing will encourage you to march forward to make your dreams come true. We all need a reminder when the road gets tough and our circle of family and friends haven’t grasp the goals we are pursuing. Hang this on your wall at home or at work to be a constant motivator that you can do all things through Christ.

Price: $35.00
Size: 8 x 10

Moments That Belong To Only Me!
In order to be the person you are meant to be and give your all in every aspect of your life, there are times you will need to steal away to rejuvenate and enjoy life for you and you only.

This poem captures that for the author’s life and will inspire you to do the same.

Price: $75.00

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Mirrored Artwork

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Saying on the mirror:

I’ve been broken, I Admit that.
But haven’t You had tough times too!
You don’t have to throw me away.
I am still Useful.
After all, you are Seeing yourself in me!

Note: this item has been sold.

Saying on the mirror:

You cannot define me. I am unique and a one
of a kind model. When you look in the mirror,
you see your reflection; not mine. So I won’t
let you judge my character by your thoughts.
After all, who know what state your mind is
in?
Price: $25.00

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Artwork

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Here you will find lovely mirrored and framed artwork.

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Additional Dear God Items

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We offer additional Dear God items including but not limited to night shirts, visors, mugs. New products will be coming soon. Check back to see what has been added.

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Books

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Dear God Night Shirts

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Dear God night shirts cost $18 and have Proverbs 3:24 embroidered on the back in addition to the Dear God wording on the front.

Note: one size fits up to 3X.

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Short-Sleeve Embroidered T-Shirts

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NOTE: the largest size for the t-shirts is 3X for short sleeves unless noted otherwise. Pricing listed is per item.

Saying on Back:
EA. Just want to tell you how much I love You!
EB. It’s Me!
EC. It’s Me, Again!
ED. Loves Ya!
EE. Thanks for listening!
EF. You’re Great!
EG. Thanks for everything!
EH. Thank you for your son, Jesus Christ!

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Long Sleeve Embroidered T-shirts

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NOTE: the largest size for the t-shirts is 2X for long sleeves unless noted otherwise. Pricing listed is per item.

Saying on Back:
EA. Just want to tell you how much I love You!
EB. It’s Me!
EC. It’s Me, Again!
ED. Loves Ya!
EE. Thanks for listening!
EF. You’re Great!
EG. Thanks for everything!
EH. Thank you for your son, Jesus Christ!

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Long Sleeve Silk-Screened T-Shirts

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NOTE: the largest size for the t-shirts is 2X for long sleeves unless noted otherwise. Pricing listed is per item, but for silk screen t-shirts, you MUST order 10 or more with the same saying.

Saying on Back:
A. Did you hear me? Just checking!
I'm glad you know what you're doing because I sure
don't!
Did you say NO?

B. Just want to tell you how much I love You!
Loves Ya!
Loves Ya!

C. Thanks for listening
Thanks for not telling anyone else
You’re Great!

D. How many times did you say to forgive?
Oh, I can do that
Wait, did you still expect me to talk to them?

E. Thank you for your son, Jesus Christ!
Because of Him all things are possible!

T-Shirt sayings for a young person:

F. Did you really say beat them with the rod?
Can you hide me?
Can you talk to my parents please!

NOTE: Pricing listed is per item, but for silk screen t-shirts, you MUST order 10 or more with the same saying.

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